My favorite person and I haven't had a real conversation since January... January 21st and... I haven't felt loved since last year... he told me he didn't love me and I believed him, when the guy he loved didn't love him back he went back to me... but even if he thinks he loves me... and as much as my heart loves him and WISHES that he loves me... something tells me it's a joke...
"He's just using you"
"But I love him.."
"He never loved you"
"That's not true..."
"He probably just wants to fuck you and leave"
"No..."
"He probably killed himself because he couldn't take your clinginess"
"Oh Phoenix... I'm sorry..."
"I wonder if a kitchen knife will do the trick, end your life"
"...what..."
YOU ARE READING
Petals set a blaze
Randomthis is a vent book so who ever actually cares can read this and reach out to me
