Nightmare ~6~

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AN: ok so before we start it's a nightmare about Gabby's past and also my friend sent me this and I have to show y'all also there's a little bit of triggering things in here so if you're sensitive to that then probably don't read this chapter

AN: ok so before we start it's a nightmare about Gabby's past and also my friend sent me this and I have to show y'all also there's a little bit of triggering things in here so if you're sensitive to that then probably don't read this chapter

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It had me rolling on the floor 😭🤚
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~In the nightmare~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Gabby's pov: I looked down at my grandmother in her hospital bed. She was the woman who took me in knowing my mother couldn't. "I'm sorry," I said trying to hold back tears even though I knew she couldn't hear me. " I'm sorry for every little fight we had I was stupid and never realized if you hadn't taken me in I would be stuck on the street with my mother." "You are one of the reasons I'm living!" I cried staring at my grandmother's pale face. It didn't look like her, she was always bright and happy and full of life. " beeeeeep" my heart dropped to the ground when I heard that knowing it was the heart monitor going flat.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Sitting on the ground I can't hear anything and I can't control anything I do. It was like I went back in time in my perspective from when I was little. Then I realized I'm in my brother's dad's house. Anthony's house.
Anthony hit my mother. She was pregnant with my brother. His child. My hearing came in when I heard my mom yell in pain. My heart clenched and my tiny voice spoke "MOMMY!" Tears were in my eyes.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Tears. my vision was blurry while scrolling through hate comments calling me the n-word and body shaming me. I looked at my skin it was tanned from the sun. People thought I was black fishing. Only if they knew my dad was black. I'm usually pretty light-colored so not many people would expect me to be half-black and when they did know they would call me all sorts of racist names. I never knew what my dad looked like. since I'm pretty light color I would expect him to be a lighter color of brown. I barely even want to call him dad. My mom said the only reason she did it with him was for the drugs. She said he was an asshole she also told me about how she only know 3 of the kids that were his. She told me he probably had more than that. She also told me to always say I was white. Unless going into a college, going to court, or just saying I'm mixed to use it to get my way. I knew it wasn't a good thing to do but she just wanted me to be safe.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I'm mad I'm mad at myself and my mother."
"She doesn't care about me or my brother."
"All she did was just give birth to us and hope someone else will take one of us in."
"And whenever she was broke she would sponge off of others." My ten-year-old self thought remembering when I was seven I walked in on my mother snorting up some drugs. When she saw me she told me it was her medicine. I was stupid and believed it.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
End of the nightmare of the past

Kealeys pov: I woke up to an annoyingly obnoxious alarm from Gabby's room. I got up reluctantly and put on my Dino sleepers and walked over to Gabby's room. I opened the door about to yell at her to wake up but I noticed she was crying heavily and shivering. I gently shook her and she screamed.

"AHHHHHHH" I screamed as if I was about to get my head chopped off. Then I realized it was all just a dream. A dream. A dream of the past. A nightmare.
"Gabby calm down," Kealey spoke in a tone I have never heard before it was full of concern and worries.

NA: one omg so cliffhanger and two I just cracked I think all of my bones and it felt amazing.
680~ words

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