Okay. So I am going to confess everything here. This is my story. So here I go:
I was born in Layton Utah 13 years ago. Shortly after i was born my parents divorced and being military I moved to Las Vegas. My mom met my step dad there named Nakita, and he's been like a father to me ever since. My brother Elyas was born in 2006. My parents divorced again. We were poor and really struggling to get by. My mom was working three days jobs and a night job. We never got to see her unless it was driving us to and from school. I was 8 years old and because if having no money I had to watch my 4 year old brother.
My mom met a man named John, an things started getting A LOT better. john was military too , and he was going to move to Alaska. So pretty much he proposed to my mom and we moved up to Alaska. my best friend Katelyn had killed herself for reasons I'm still not sure of because ya know. she didn't leave a note or nuthin. u moves to Alaska and I met my three best friends, Sophia Isabel and Nickey. at the end if my 5th grade school year, I met a girl named adrienne. She eventually blackmailed me into sending nude pics to guys on kik. when my mom found out about this, things didn't exactly go down well.
My mom threatened to send me to juvy and let's just say that next school day I had bruises all over me and it was fun trying to hide them.
Nickey on the other hand, was cutting herself and had attempted suicide 4 tines. I later found out that she was being abused too and her dad had raped her.
A little while went on and I went to Central Middle School. I met one if my closest friends, Jackie. the year went in and she told me her dad was molesting her. I told my therapist and he called the cops. My little sister Jordyn wa born and she is the cutest thing omg I love her and she's the reason I'm still alive to write this. Nickey had just been entered into Northstar, a mental hospital in Alaska. My mom was still abusing me but I didnt tell anyone. No one cares anyways. I'm too fucking worthless to live. Sophia started cutting herself. I feel there is no point.
I'm sorry.
Suicide date: June 6th 2015
