"YN" I woke up to hear Tommy screech from the other room. "What!" I say annoyed. "Can you feed Fluffy (their cat) please!" Tommy yells. "Fine" I say. I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs and refilled the cat bowl with water and cat food and started searching for Fluffy. I picked her up and placed her next to the food and water then ran back upstairs.
I went to the bathroom and got ready for the day. After that I played Minecraft with my best friend Karl for a bit. Karl and I have been friends for 2 years and him and Tommy are the only one that knows about my mental health issues. I join the discord and heard him say "Hello!" Energetically with the bright smile he usually has. "Hi!" I say back and start loading up Minecraft. "Did you eat anything yesterday." I heard him say. "Does coffee count" I say half jokingly. I heard him quietly chuckle "no". "Then no I didn't" I reply back. I heard him sigh disappointedly "how long has it been since you last ate". "Last week" I say disappointed in myself. He sighs again " I know it's hard for you but please try to eat just a little bit today" he says. "I'll try" I say. "Thank you, I love you" he says in a friend way. "I love you too" I say back. We start playing for 3 hours.
"YN" I hear Tommy scream. "One sec" I say to Karl and mute. "WHAT" I scream back. "Come here!" Tommy says. I run over to Tommy's bedroom and open the door "what" I say. "Look I know you don't like meeting new people but can my friends Wilbur, George and dream live here you can even invite Karl to live here as well." Tommy said. "Nooo I like it just us though" I whined. " Please we have enough space and they are super nice." Tommy begged. " If Karl says yes then ok." I say. " Yess! Thank you!" He yells while throwing his hands up in the air. I chuckled at his childishness and walked away back to my bedroom. "I'm back" I said after I unmuted. " What happened" Karl questioned. " Oh Tommy was wondering if his friends could move in" I responded. " Did you say yes?" Karl asked. " I said if you did yes to moving in as well they could. Would you like to move in with me, Tommy , Wilbur, George and dream?" I said. " Yes I would love too! Karl said excitedly. Great! I said. " I'll go get packing then ttyl! Karl said happily. Ok ttyl! I said and we ended the call. I took off my head phones and walked to Tommy's room. I opened the door and said "Karl says yes they can move in i guess" I said nervously. " Yess thank you so much!!!!" Tommy yelled excitedly " we'll pick them up from the airport in 3 days time" he says. "Alright" I agree.
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I walk out of his room to the kitchen. I remembered what Karl said and begin to make myself some toast with butter. As soon as I took a bite I felt sick to the stomach but drank water and kept going. I ended up eating half and throwing away the rest. I went back up to my room and saw a message from Karl " I'll drive over with my stuff in 3 days in the afternoon is that ok?" The message read. " That's great see you then" I typed back and started scrolling through Instagram. I saw a yn hate page and decided to look through it, it kept saying that yn was so ugly and rude. Tears started flowing down my cheeks and I turned off my phone and went to the bathroom. I took out my blade and put it next to my skin " 1...2...3" I drew three lines and switched to the other arm. "1...2...3" I drew another three lines on the other arm and squeezed some toilet paper on it to stop bleeding. I walked out of bathroom and got my pjamas to get ready for bed. I said good night to Tommy and hopped into bed with tears still in my eyes and cried myself to sleep.
That's the end of the first chapter! Please don't sh in real life and if you do please get help. Remember to eat, drink and take care of yourself! LUV U BYEE❤️❤️
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