°Graffiti° (horrible noco fanfic)

Chapter 8.

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Noah's pov.

God this week was fucking hell. I told Cody they would forget, I told myself they would forget. God I was so wrong. So so wrong.

It was Monday. Normal as normal, until I walked into the classroom. Eyes. So many eyes, all looking at me. God. Why me. Cody, for the love of god, why did you have to vomit on me? Why did you have to kiss me? Why did you say you loved me? Why did I like it? What am I doing.

I went and sat by Cody, or as the whole school now calls him, "loverboy", not because of his fat crush on Gwen, but because of his fat "crush" on me.

As I got out my book I could feel little awkward stares come from Cody, every time I looked back at him, he quickly looked away. What has gotten into you Cody? He's acting like me in middle school, when I went into the boys locker room for p.e. Cody, do you really love me? Why do I like the thought of it? Cody Anderson liking me? Loving me?

As I thought about it, I felt a tap on my shoulder, it was Cody, of course. "What." I sneered. "I...um...just..." " I don't have all day, 'loverboy'." I said. Air quoting "loverboy".

Why was I talking like this? Aggressive? Me? I mean, I know I can get a little rude with my sarcastic remarks, but full on aggression? And towards Cody? God Noah. What is going on.

"Oh...I..sorry." Cody softly said. Fuck. God Noah, what did you do. Hurry, say something!

"Oh I um...sorry...Im just...stressed out." "Everybody is giving us weird looks Noah, what do we do?" God, why is he so just...may I say...cute?

I just stayed silent. I stayed silent the whole period. Finally next period.

Denial, anger, depression, acceptance. That's all people were telling me when I said me and Cody weren't anything. What the fuck? 4 stages of acceptance? What am I, a kid going through a fucking divorce!? I'm so sick of everyone.

Finally, school was over. Well for the day. I walked to the bus stop, and saw in the corner of my eye, Cody. Just like the first time. Just like the time we sat on the bus together, chatted, hung out. When I fell for him. Wait what? My own mind is going against me.

"Noah...uhm...can we...talk." Cody whispered. "Why." " I just want to formally apologize, but you know, I also don't want to give anybody ideas." "Yea yea whatever, where at." I could see a grin form on Cody's face, like the time he found out we lived in the same neighborhood. Why are memories flooding on to me? Why now?

"Uhm...park?" "Fine."

Me and Cody headed to the park, it was around 4 now since the park was pretty far, even though we went by car. Cody and I walked. Well I more just followed him.

Me and him walked, for what felt like hours, until we arrived. It was past the park, near the forest, well, in the forest. It was a small spot, surrounded by pine trees, it was a grassy little patch, perfect, just perfect. Why was my heart racing? I have no idea.

Cody walked over and sat, he signaled me to sit by him by patting his hand on the ground, near him. I slowly walked over, sat next to him, trying to get a grip of what was happening. "I...uhm...I'm so sorry Noah. This is all my fault. I...I don't know why I said those things.." Cody said. May I add that he slowly started to hold my hand?

"I was just...so out of it... I can't believe you haven't just... you know...ended are friendship..?" I stared at him, trying process everything. "But...there's something I kind of...need to...tell you..."

Cody slowly started to pull me close, holding both of my hands, making us pretty much face to face.

"I...god I can't believe I'm saying this...I..." god. Cody why are you doing this to me? Because of you, my heart. It's beating faster and faster. It's pretty much throbbing out of my chest! I can hear my own heart beat right now!? My hands, they're becoming really sweaty, I swear I feel like my hands are melting. My face. It's so warm, too warm, I feel as if it melting off! I'm completely red!? No, not even red! Crimson! God Cody, please...please don't say another word. I can't handle this. I just...can't. I'm so confused. Cody... why am I falling for you?

Before I could even answer my own question he spoke up. God I wish he didn't. Please Cody. Stop. My heart, my brain, my soul, it can't handle any of this. I'm the sarcastic bookworm who hates everyone, not mr.head over heels!? Head over heels for the dude I met like, what? A week or two ago? This can't be happening.

"Noah...I meant every word I said that night." Cody, why are you doing this to me? Why are you torturing me? My heart, brain, soul, self.

"That night Noah, that night... the more I think about, the more I regret, yet I still blush, I get butterflies from the thoughts of that night. Noah. Those flirts, meant everything. That kiss, meant everything. That 'I love you' meant everything to me. I don't know why. Noah. Why have I fallen for you...?"

"Nevermind...what am i saying...I'm so sorry Noah. I-"

I felt something take control, it wasn't my brain, it was my heart. I felt my arms move, yanking Cody's arms closer to me. I slightly tilted my head, and leaned in. It was long, passionate, real.

The kiss. The kiss I'll never forget. I've had girls, fuck, even boys kiss me, yet I never kissed back. But this. Nobody was kissing me, I was the one kissing. I could slowly feel Cody's small frown turn into a smile while we kissed. I moved my arms slowly down to his waist, pulling him in closer. He wrapped his arms around my neck, kissing back, long and passionately. I made my hands up the back of his shirt, pretty much hugging him at this point. He made his hands up from my neck, to my head, running his fingers through my hair. God it felt like forever, it felt so good. Like I just got a heavy weight off my chest, like I finally finished that one annoying thing of history homework I was supposed to finish ten days ago. I felt so relieved. I felt more accepting of this feeling, this feeling I've had for so long. Ever since he walked into the classroom. I knew it was something special.

I've finally completed those 4 stages. Denial, anger, depression, and finally. Acceptance.

It felt like we have been kissing forever, but we finally broke away, gasping for air. We stared at each other, both of us completely red.

" I love you Noah."

"I love you too, geek."

A/N

Omg this chapter had me blushing so hard lmao, I finally finished this story! Sorry for not updating. I broke my phone and I couldn't type. I finally got a knew phone, so I'm typing this on it. The autocorrect is way better! And my keyboard isn't in German anymore lol. Anyways, thanks for reading! And hey, if ya want, I might make a sequel😏. Anywho by by!

And ofc, 1275 words.