I was laughing with kio while watching comedy series but his friends came at nag-usap sa sala andito ako ngayon sa room ko nagbabasa.
"What the fuck bro!?" Dinig kong sigaw sa labas kaya agad akong sumilip sa pintuan ko.
"Don't you ever say that asher kahit kaibigan kita hindi kita papalampasin!" Today is the only day na nakita kong galit na galit si kio
Napatakip ako ng bibig ng suntukin ni Asher si akio at hinaharangan sila ng iba
"Hindi ka niya jowa, wala ka sakaniya pero kung makaalaga ka ha?parang asawa? Tanginamo akio yung pag-aaral mo napapabayaan mo na, yung basketball lahat dahil sa babaeng yan. Pwede ba kung magmumukmok siya wag ka nang sumama" sigaw ni asher agad naman siyang hinawakan ni akio sa damitan pero napabitaw siya ng makita ako at agaran kong isinara ang pinto.
"Shit! shit!" He cussed na dinig ko sa labas.
"Umalis na kayo dito ako ang magdedesisyon kong babalik ako o hindi kung tatanggalin na ako sa team edi tanggalin" i heard him.
"Delilah, let's eat dinner"
"Please come out del" he said in a soft tune. It's been 6 hours at nakapag-isip na ako hindi ko naisip si akio sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko.
I open the door the reason why his eye widened
"Del, are you okay? Sorry" i tap his back ang let him read the notes i wrote.
"Are you sure? If it is because of what happened you don't need to force yourself " umiling ako at nginitian siya
"Fine, let's eat then tomorrow we can go to the psychiatrist " he said at hinila na ako sa hapag-kainan.
'You need to go to school tomorrow'
"No sasama ako sayo" he said pagkabasa ng sinulat ko
'They need you there'
"You also need me del"
'I can take care of myself'
"J-just one last time sasamahan kita bukas at papasok na ako" he said na napagkasunduan nanamin
"She have PTSD or post-traumatic stress disorders, this came when she remembered an event that traumatized her"
"But doc I don't think she has a trauma" sagot ni kio I didn't look at him at nasa doctor lang ang mata
"Siya lang ang makakatulong sa sarili niya, she stop speaking because of it. For now ito yung mga gamot na kailangan niyang inumin" the doctor said at may binigay na resibo
Nang nasa labas na kami ay napatingin ako kay kio at nagsulat sa phone ko
'You don't need to buy those, I don't have money'
"Ako ang magbabayad sa gamot mo del you don't need to worry"
'But you already paid in the hospital ayoko niyan '
"No, you need this del, please just let me I don't want to see you like this" i just nodded when i heard his sad voice his eyebags are so big and his eyes are red hindi niya na din naaalagaan ang sarili niya.
"I'll go now stay here and wait for me okay?" He said papasok na siya dahil umaga kami pumunta sa hospital kaya makakapasok pa siya sa hapon.
'Take care'
He waved his hand and walked out, kinuha ko lang ang libro ko at nagbasa , maybe I consider going to school again i need it so that i can graduate and work ayokong manatiling pabigat kay akio.
Napahiga ako ng sumakit bigla ang ulo ko tumingin ako sa gilid at nandun ang gamot but nanghihinayang ako i didn't bought that with my own money, i'm being a burden to him wala akong magawa kahit matulungan man lang ang sarili ko
YOU ARE READING
Noxious Affection
RomanceLove we don't need to find it, because it find us, it will come willingly and we don't need to force it. But does all love that come are healthy. Do we always need to accept those unexpected love that come in our life. It is required to endure ever...
