When I Found Him

The Final Confession

IVANNA LANGSTON

I wait for Davis to sleep and when he does I tiptoe and leave the room. No one saw me while going back because it was late and....

Thank God no one saw me. When Davis finger fucked me I was too carried away with the mind blowing orgasm that I couldn't think straight. But when I changed and came back to bed I realized that how wrong it was to do this.

He is my boss and it feels illegal to have any kind of sinful relationship with him. I joined for the good pay and I should stick to the reason and not get involved in with anything complex. Moreover he is a playboy, if I feel any kind of connection between us I will have to regret later with the heartbreak he can give me. And I don't want to feel that weak Ivanna I was again.

I enter my room and close it behind me. I blow out my cheeks feel my eyes moisten. I want to cry my heart out. All the happiness and feel of security he gives me attracts me to him. But my insecure ass can't believe anyone after what happened with me.

I slide on my bed and tuck the covers over me. I press my face deep in the pillow and sleep.

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Today we are leaving the place. It was a one day trip but it was relaxing. Pouring my heart out by talking to Davis was the best.

I brush my teeth and get ready to leave. I go down and see everyone present there to go. I see Davis but turn away from him. The farther I am from him the better it is.

But for how long? I am his Personal Assistant afterall.

Davis comes near me and says "Good Morning! Miss Langston, why did you leave last--"

I walk away from him my head lowed down, before he could complete his question. I squeeze in, in the car which was already filled, so that there wasn't even a slim chance of me and Davis sitting together.

After a three hour flight we finally reach the airport and leave for our house I literally. Davis tried to drop me home but I didn't say a word to him. I felt like crying, but what I was doing was for our good.

For at least five days straight I keep ignoring him, we don't say a word to each other.
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And, I expect the same thing to happen today. I go to the office and enter his cabin saying "Sir, you have a busy schedule today. It's two meetings, a lunch meeting, and a video call meeting. It's a little--"

I look up at him, he looks dull. But yet he looks handsome. He is the only man in the world who can look gloomily handsome. "--hectic today." I complete fondling my eyes with his delicious body.

He says sounding stern and commanding "Ivanna, meet me in the store room during the lunch break. I want to have a conversation with you."

Ivanna...

Ivanna..

Ivanna.

He never calls me by my name in the office unless it's something urgent or he is..... angry.

I nod not making an eye contact and leave the room. I suck in a deep breath as I land on my chair. It's as if I just escaped from a lion's cage. Should I go to the store room? My heartbeat thumps in the bottom of my throat and I cup my face in my palm in tension.

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! I chant in my mind. I am stuck in an absolutely big problem. I continue working till the lunch break. When the break starts everyone come to me asking to have lunch with them but I reject them.

The whole floor empties and Davis comes out of his cabin. A shadow falls on my computer and I stop typing suddenly as I feel Davis behind me, the heat of his gaze, the smell of his perfume I can recognise everything.

"Miss Langston it's break time. I suppose you remember what I asked you." He says coldly.

"Sir, I'm busy." I utter and continue typing without having a glance of him.

I hear him scoff behind me and the next thing he does is grab my hand tightly and force me to stand. He pulls me with him and I try to free my hand from his grasp the whole way to the storeroom, which was ofcourse useless. He opens the door and enter in with me behind him.

He pushes me against a cupboard and my back hit it. He comes closer to me to the point that his body is squeezing mine.

He says"Why are you doing this to me, Ivanna? Why are you ignoring me like that? No one has ever dared to ignore me but you!" He grasps my arms and tighten his hands around them, bringing me pain. I turn my head away from him and stay quiet.

"You are behaving soo oblivious after what happened between us that night! If I knew even a bit that this would happen after that night I would have never touched you!" He says pulling me towards him if any space was left.

His words play in my mind. If he would have known I would ignore him he would have never touched me.

He wants me. He doesn't want my body like my ex, Bradd. He is different.

"Please, talk to me what you want because I am just done with this ignoring game." He leaves my arms and cups my cheeks and I shiver under his touch.

I looked into his eyes tear filled and reasoned, my voice heavy from the lump in my throat "It is nothing like that, sir. It's just I was scared to face you because we are not dating each other. And it's wrong, for me to have any kind of relationship with my boss."

I again looked away from him and whispered "Moreover, I don't even know if you feel something for me. I don't even know if there is something between us so I was scared to face you."

He turned my face to him, looked in my eyes and said "Are you blind lvanna? You seriously can't see what I feel for you? I feel jealous when you are with someone else! I feel jealous when you touch any other man who isn't me! I feel fucking jealous when you laugh in front of a man other than me!"

"Jealousy isn't just the thing that can be a base of a relationship." I whispered.

"Cupcake! I don't go around nicknaming people. From the first time I saw you, I knew it you are going to be mine and mine only. It's for you, I have changed so much! For you only, I am doing all these things which I never wanted to do in my life! And you are saying that you're sacred of me? I'm not going to do anything wrong with you Ivanna. I like you Ivanna! I fucking like you! And I can't make it any clearer. This can't be more clear than this." He finished with the confession.

No word left my mouth.

He likes me.

He likes me more than anyone or anything.

He can do anything for me.

I held the nape of his neck and pulled his face to me and crashed my lips to his. I feel his soft lips against mine. He swiped the tip of his tongue on my lips and I give him the access to enter in. His tongue enter in and collided with mine. I sucked on his bottom lip and he smirked against my lips.

I kissed him like it was my necessity.

I kissed him like I loved him and I did.

I kissed him like he was mine.