MUSE▪︎JJK

PSYCHOMACHY

~JK POV~

Do you know what it's like to touch something forbidden? Well, I do it every day but something that belongs to you but is forbidden, it's cruel yet tempting, it's so tempting that when you get that thing, you feel euphoric.
But I'm not talking about a thing, I'm talking about the woman who takes my heart with her every time she walks away from me, and for once that night I touched her body, her lips, they were so soft, it's like you were tasting something you always craved.
I'm trying to explain how much I love her, but a man who's really in love doesn't know how to do it, his feelings go beyond his thoughts.
That's what frustrates me most, is there a language called love? I want to talk to her with that language and perhaps I won't be able to express it to her again.But I think the two of us will be impossible forever, I just told her the worst news, that my wife won't be her.
That's why I didn't follow her after she left, I can't tell her anything, I can't promise her anything because my father threatens to kill her if I get near her. She filled the pleasure I missed, The connection between our two bodies was more than magical, it was more than amazing, she knew what I wanted and conversely, there was this sexual tension that despite her name doesn't describe sex, but especially the way our two bodies understood each other, our two bodies are simply complementary.
Watching her scream my name, seeing her boobs bouncing as I pound into her, watching her moan because of me, watching her submit to me and especially seeing how the marriage thing broke her...This brought me to a conclusion, I have more than her heart, I have her soul, and she too, except that she has something more;
......my mind.

In my car overthinking, I leaned my head back, but some yelling interrupted me.

"Oppaaaaa !"

Jk: aishhhh what does she want. I said, irritated.

So I got out of the car and followed the yelling.
Then I saw a body on the ground, and what seems to be YN’s car moving away.
I got close to the soyeon body by seeing blood everywhere, and then everything in my head got mixed up, what happened ?
I got close to her and I lifted her

Jk: Aishhhh what happened ?

Soyeon: i- i- Yn... she-.... wanted to- to- kill me...

If she wanted to kill you, you wouldn’t be alive..

Jk: why ???

Soyeon: jea- jealous of- of- me...

I then took my phone and called jimin who was in his apartment in tokyo

On the phone

Jimin: jungkook-ah you good ?

Jk: Soyeon just got shot by YN, please pick me up, the bugatti is a little too narrow.

Jimin: let her die at least you won’t marry her, isn’t that what you wanted?

Jk: JIMIN HYUNG, right now ! she's dying !

Jimin: okay okay..

and I hung up

Soyeon: i... do..don't wan-wanna die...
She said softly

Jk: you won't okay ?

I took off my jacket and I covered her with.