MUSE▪︎JJK

WHOSE MUSE ?

~Yn pov~
Young killers mansion
13h40

Winwin: Yn-shi you have to eat something, you're starving

Said winwin behind the door of my room but my silence answered him.

Hoseok: hey baby please open this door.

Since yesterday I've been locked up in my room, since that damn conference, i don't know if I should really feel guilty or angry, how could he do this to me? I suffered so much after he disappeared, so why ?

Joy: My love come out of there, everyone's worried

Even my best friend's sweet words can't comfort my grief, I'm so angry at myself...

Tae: Let us, I'll try to talk to her

But Tae's voice reassures me, as always

Tae: hey my muse, it's your artist, i just wanna know if you're okay, if you need something or-

I opened the door and hugged him
We all have a comfort place , his existence is my comfort, I've known him for a short time, but I really like him

Then we went into the room and closed the door

Yn: Tae, why is my heart sore and heavy ?

i said whispering, trying not to cry

Tae: It happens either when you hate someone or when you love someone,
What option, my muse ?

Yn: The first one tae...

Tae: my muse i wanna know something, he loved you ?

Yn: hmm, sometimes...

I was holding back my tears

Tae: then he didn't, forget him my muse, You'll find men who will love you the way you deserve.

yn: now i have philophobia, it's too late..

Tae giggled because of my words.

Tae: Stop talking nonsense, why philophobia ? what hurts you ?

Yn: my own expectations tae...The fact that I thought he loved me, that I thought he'd miss me, that he treated me like shit and i am under the choices of my heart.

My soul bleeding and releasing its blood through my eyes, i was finally crying..

Tae: look me in the eye

He told me while playing with a strand of my hair

Tae: I am bad with words, I hope you're good in reading eyes.

Yn: No, I want you to tell me..

Tae: You're flawless, he doesn't deserve you.

After those words, he took his hand down to grab my waist, and leaned over to give me a single kiss on my neck, I didn't know what to say, I just admired him, he made me feel so good