Universe falls

What is that

(Please look at the bottom of the chapter oh and bill does not wear a sweater I just like the picture)
(Steven POV)
I woke up and what I saw was the pines at the foot of my bed "*groan* what's happening" I said tiredly and I reacted "wait I'm not 10 what are you guys doing!?" I jumped a little just enough for me to sit down and stand up besides the family who where looking at me normally which was good I wasn't tall which meant I wasn't pink but noticed my clothes which where just a pink poncho and everything came back to me how I corrupted myself. Again wait( do I have anything under the poncho? NO I DID NOT) I felt so embarrassed my face started turning pink but a natural pink grabbing the poncho on both sides looking at my body "you don't have anything under it do you?" Dipper said and I was confused for a second before I nodded looking at him with my blushed face "umm you can change but after that we need to talk" that sentence destroyed my whole day I was starting to panic and worry "Steven if your worried about us we are ok as long as you do answer questions and tell us about you we won't hurt you and we have to talk about someone else" Mabel said and I calmed down relaxing my muscles because hey where tense " just change we'll be waiting outside the door" Ford said in a calmed tone which surprised me he was is tense "Thanks" I said as they all walked out and changed back to my corrupted self which was something I liked to do because I was corrupted I could go back to my corrupted from at any time and I honestly liked having a tail. I walked to he mirror and saw me knowing I could change into a normal part human at any time but I decided this will be nicer as long as k don't tread too much but I remembered I had to change so I turned back human changed into some jeans and a star shirt with flip flops and I had and slowly turned corrupted again with a loud thud of my tail "Ow" I said thinking if I can feel it can I control it? I tried moving it and it did move I guess it was just sore from never being used then I tried harder to wag it and it did I felt like a dog and I looked like a spotted lizard but I kinda liked it it looked pretty nice I thought as I wagged my tail I only needed to shrink my fangs a little and I would look like a part dragon I read of part gem but I remembered I had some people waiting outside my door so I walked over to the door and opened it finding Ford, Mabel, and dipper who looked a little surprised "ARE YOU GONNA TRANSFORM AGAIN!?" I heard dipper yelled panicked "Oh no I just changed to be like this I kinda like it not better than my human form but look at this" I said happily as I turned around and wagged my tail side to side creating a slight air breeze "OMG THAT IS SO CUTE!" Mabel exclaimed as I turned back facing them and my tail naturally started to wag now I did felt like a dog "Wow that's impressive you have to let me take a look at that but we have something to talk about so come with us" Ford said as my tail stopped and slowly dropped to the floor "Kay" I finally said following them and they went to the vending machine from last time "Oh I remember down there you Locked me down there" I said trying for him to remember what he did "oh yeah sorry about that we have bad experiences with how do I say it "Dangerous Creatures" he said making gestures with his hands "Dangerous Creatures what do you mean by that!?" I said angrily did he know how racist that sounded wait is he talking about gems? "OH NO um I-I meant anomalies you know not normal?" That sounded better but it still offended me but he could've just said anomalies not Dangerous Creatures I mean I am dangerous but only sometimes and he didn't need to point it out os meanly! I got a little mad and I think my eyes tuned black and purple which is something I can do involuntary "Um Steven he didn't mean to offend you please call down" Mabel put some stuff she had in her hand on the ground and put her hands up which just made me feel like a scared animal but I would do the same thing, is this how the corrupted gems felt? "I AM calmed" I exclaimed a little calmer than before so I mentally thanked Mabel for that "Why are your eyes black?" I stopped and looked at my hands worried as I breathed in and out noticing my change of hight meaning that I had gone taller and I thought Have they seen my pink form they have seen me pink but not totally transformed "I-I'm sorry I got carried away is just not nice to talk about us like that we are just misunderstood" I felt sad really sad "Im sorry Steven I shout have called you that" he apologized and I felt bad "Let's keep going" was the only thing that I was able to say looking over my shoulder and grabbing my arm with my hand while they were putting the password and going down stairs as I followed in an awkward silence "Steven can you please sit down there?" Ford said but he was oddly tense which was suspicious but I didn't care so I just sat won in the innocent looking chair "NOW" ford half yelled and I almost jumped out the seat but I felt something around my wrists and legs "Huh!?!" I said very confused as I stated to feel weak "W-wha are you guys do-ing" I said weakly as I looked at my surroundings and I noticed some kind of invisible wall because Mabel was leaning against it "Im sorry Steven I really am I don't want to do this but like ford said we once got attacked by a demon and we wanted to make sure we where safe I hope you understand" dipper said as I slowly put words together feeling heavy and tired "I-I understand b-but why am I-I so t-tired" I asked slowly "The barrer around you is meant to weak you" I sighted feeling like sleeping again "If you answer this question we'll put the barrer down but not the cuffs" Ford said and I nodded my head "What is your relationship with Bill Cipher?" I heard that name before it was Mr Dorito's name "He's my f-friend I-I met him w-when I g-got here-e" I said about to pass out this barrer was taking strength out of me and it felt horrible but better than getting my gem forcefully taken out but then I suddenly felt better like my strength was back and I suddenly gasped and started sobbing slowly reviving all the memories of white pulling my gem out and my friends acting like mere lifeless puppets with me not being able to do nothing about it and feeling so guilty because of it "Steven are you ok? We are really sorry!" Mabel said but I just kept sobbing
thinking about pearl being able to project and show images from her gem maybe I was able to do it as well and show them but not now "I'm fine just memories" I wanted to clean my eyes with my shirt but I count because my hands where still tied so I just stood there powerless not wanting to make Ford shoot me with a gun "What is EXACTLY your relationship with bill?" He said sitting down in a chair that was close to me "I met him some weeks ago about 5 days after I moved in here and kept asking me to make a deal and calling me hurtful names before I decided that he was going to be my friend so long story short I reformed him with love and friendship so he stopped being mean and we realized we had things in common but then my panic attacks started coming in again because you guys knowing about my powers caused me lots of stress and I am usually paranoid so that didn't help I talked to him before he forced me into telling him what was wrong seem like he was worried about me and I finally opened up to him he actually was the reason I decided to tell you guys but it seem like he had a past with you the way he talked about you guys it seems like he doesn't care a lot about you guys but he refuses to tell me what he did he couldn't have made that much of a damage his just a little Dorito he is a friend and I trust him" it seem like they all tensed up when I said I trust him "NO YOU CAN NOT TRUST BILL" ford yelled "Why not?" I said calmed I was sure he had done something really bad but like my dad said the past is in the past "We can't tell you we have a law against that" Mabel said and I was surprised no one in beach city even tried to offer a law about us and 'our kind' tried to destroy earth like 4 times maybe more "Let me guess he tried to destroy earth?" I asked and they where surprised I could see it from a mile away "How did you know!?" Dipper asked shocked as I started to laugh thinking about how crazy this situation was I mean my yellow who was my 'aunt' put a geo weapon in the planet's core and spinel who was my friend tried to kill it with an injector it's all I was thinking as I continued to laugh and they continued to have a scared look as if I would hurt them "ohh stars I needed that" I said cleaning my tear in my pink jacked "I thought we could trust you!" Mabel yelled at me " Do you want to destroy the planet!? I thought we already had this conversation once you lied to me! I was a fool thinking I could trust you" Ford yelled "I think your misunderstanding things I actually saved the planet multiple times that's what I was laughing at it's crazy that my family well almost family was the one who tried to either kill me or destroy earth almost everyone I know has tried to kill me and well I just got usted to it" They looked at me with scared expressions "Heh don't worry but anyone want to hear a story?" They all nodded interested and I thought ford was going to let me go but it looks like he wasn't "which one do you guys want to hear Spinel, cluster, or...white" I shouldn't have said that I thought "Cluster" Dipper said "Ok but it's confusing so guys don't be afraid to ask questions" they all nodded it seem like they no longer where afraid but interested which was my objective "So this happened like 3 years ago I'm not sure anyways I had made a new friend called peridot I would like it if you met her she is a nerd but she's cool but when she first got to the planet we ambushed her and we wound up capturing her but she said something about a cluster which I had no idea what it was so long story short she started trusting me and I let her live in my bathroom so I tough her what rain was and she told me what the cluster was" I shuddered at the thought of it "What was it?" Dipper said and I just stood there thinking about it "It was some sort of horrible experiment where they would take gems (The gems told the Pines what a gems if we'll mostly pearl) and.. shatter them then forcefully stick those shards together making a new being but that being was twisted and confused just going around attacking and trying to find he missing pieces of themselves it was horrible but something even worse was the cluster it was... billions of shards stuck together in this very planet but that was not it that thing layed dormant for thousands of years and one day it was time for it to form which meant for it to have a body and while forming destroying earth but we made a plan which consisted of making a drill that would go all the way tot he planet's core and drill the shards.. as dark as that sounds anyways we went there with the drill but my physic powers started to kick in by entering some type of limbo I was able to talk to the twisted mind of the cluster convincing it that they didn't need to for because they where shards they could talk to each other but they couldn't stop their forming so I helped them making a bubble around them and they started bubbling each other and we wound up putting it in a massive bubble so it could be safe and I've communicated with it in my dreams and it seems like it's going pretty good" I looked at them and they had mixed expressions and dipper took a long breath "you mean there is a bunch of alien mushed people inside the planet right now" he seem confused "yeah and it's alive well They are alive and can talk but I don't know how I should visit it I haven't talked to them in a while" I finally stopped remembering we had visitors upstairs... messy visitors "Didn't we had company upstairs?" I asked and they all seem to remember "Oh yeah let me get you out that thing I'm sorry I'm just worried and you seem suspicious" he said and I understand what he meant "oh no it's ok I understand but please don't put me under that weird shield again it took a lot out of me" I tried to stand but I was numb so i tried to slightly move and it seem to be working "Yeah we are sorry too but you can't deny that being friends with bill is strange he's a demon a very powerful demon who could destroy everything in a heartbeat" and I stared at him and chucked "so do I well it would take me longer but remember that weird lizard monster I transformed to I've never seen that form but the one I transformed last time I did was like 4 to 5 times bigger even more but I didn't got to try it out long because the gems tried to keep me in the water but I did do Some kind of tsunami waves out of my roars" I was so calmed it was scary even for me "Well let's get going" ford started going upstairs followed by Mabel and dipper but I tripped because my body was still numb "ya know what I think I'll just take a nap here" I was sleepy and tired so I just rolled into a ball with my hands on my knees and my knees on my face with my tail keeping everything tight and warm (I'm watching no dirty minds here!) "Steven are you ok" I heard dipper say with precaución but I was too tired so it just put my hand up and made a thumbs up "tired" was the only word that came out my mouth "I'll call ford" dipper responded to my lazy words and I just nodded with my head still on my knees while everything around me turned black "gosh kid you look exhausted what happened!?" I heard s familiar voice and I groaned not being able to stand from the floor "tired" i said "Yeah I bet you are what happened!?" He asked again and what had happened popped into my mind "Ford asked 'bout you" I said thinking about how he literally trapped me and almost tortured me "He shouldn't have done that he... he he harmed you maybe if it was me I would've been ok but.. your one of THEM" he yelled turning red and I thought about what he had just said and I finally accepted that what they did was wrong.I gotta stop bubbling my feelings "yes indeed you do" he made me feel like a child again thinking about how I missed the gems tears in my eyes "*hick* I know you don't give hugs to often but I need one now" I opened my arms towards him and he sighted looking at them moving his arms like mine getting close and finally hugging me. I have to admit it felt weird hugging a triangle but at least I'm not hugging a cactus Steven again "Thanks Bill" I was starting so feel better "No problem Kid" he let go of me flying away "Are you ready to go to sleep?"
I was .I was really tired "Yeah I am" I started to get down on the ground and and slowly closing my eyes "Good night dorito" he snickered "Night star" everything went black then I was in a familiar beach listening to the waves "heh thanks bill".
(These just keep getting longer and longer and I get more glued to the story and if your reading this I want you to know that you should help me decide which is the story I should do next
1) Steven Universe x How to train your dragon
2)Steven Universe x The rise of the guardians
3)Steven Universe x Naruto
And I will try not to abandon them like I did to the Mha one and I'm still very sorry about that we'll have a good day.