My life without Jasper is like life without light, he saved me from my death, he kept me alive, and now he is gone, gone forever and I can never get him back. For I have lost my soul along time ago but when he was alive I felt like I had one but now not anymore, I have read the letter over and over but still I don't understand why he had to do it and I will never understand it, I hold on to everything little thing he gave me even his clothes, people tell that I need to let him go or I will end up like him but I can't when you lose someone you love with all your heart and he dies trying to save you then you can check in with me. James and his family left me with their house and they told me to check in with them whenever I need someone to talk to, Amber hugged me for the first time without being rude about it, I saw Carrie she was crying I went up to her and said it wasn't her fault and hugged her and told her that she needs to let go of him and not be sad anymore to live her life and she told me the same but I wasn't going to live my life without him. Every day now I walked into his room and lay down where he would and close my eye's and see him holding me as we watch movies but when I would open them he would be gone I tell myself that I can't cry if I cry then I show Adam that he won but he didn't you had lost the fight and I have won it not him, when I look around here I see Jasper I see him on the roof,in the ocean, beside me in bed, everywhere, and I tell myself that it is not over yet that he is watching me. As I go to the beach and sit on the side with my feet in the water only I see him and me swimming so I go in the water and look at him I feel his hand on my me then I close my eye's and then open them gone, just gone. Every day I look up into the sky and wonder if he is watching me or it's just in my head, and I tell myself that soon I will be with him and we will be happy once again. Annabelle didn't know how to live without him, she tried to tell herself that things are okay but they aren't and they won't get better." Jasper I know your listen to me so can you say me an sign or something so I know you are" nothing happened so she tried again." Jasper please show me a sign please, I need to know your listen to me, whatever I'll talk anyways. What does your letter mean I.. I don't understand it" She went on and on talking to the sky hopping that he was listening to her. She stop when her clock read 3:00 am she went back inside and looked at the phone and the at the number Amber gave her, she picked it and grab the phone and dialed the number." hello"" Amber it.. its me Annabelle I know I haven't been in touch lately but I really need someone to talk to"" Annabelle wow.. um.. how are you?"" Good.. not really I need to talk to you. When can you get here"" Annabelle I would be glad to come over-"" Great-"" But... but I have a family and I'm in Greece. I'm really sorry Annabelle but I can't come I hope you understand... what's wrong.. hey maybe James or Carrie can come over-"" No it's fine I've got someone else"" Are you sure"" Ya I'm fine go on go have fun"" Okay hey I'll come and-" Annabelle hung up before Amber could finish what she was going to say. Annabelle needed to get out of the house and go have fun and she did but every time she was out she would see Jasper and her in the pasted having fun at all the places she went to soon she had one place left and that place was somewhere she and him would never go to. " Hey there pretty lady"" You gonna dance for us"" Buzz off" Annabelle wasn't going to take or crap from some stupid washed up idiots" Now don't you talk back to us-"" I don't care what you think I should do"" What's going on here"" This bitch is telling us to buzz off"" Wait what did you just call me"" What you don't want to be called a bitch well then little lady you better dance for us or you're not coming in are bar" " I don't see your names on it so go buzz off idiots" One of the guys put his hand on her butt she then got red in the eye and grab his hand from the back and twisted it all around the man screamed telling her to let go then one of the other guys ran up behind her but she was faster then him and grab him too." Thank you for this fight. This is the thing I needed to get mind off of things"" What is wrong with you"" Nothing"" How are you this strong"" I'm a vampire idiot"" She then bit down into their necks and killed them she then let go and let their arm go and walked away not thinking of the cameras that are in the buildings." Jasper thank you for letting me go there I feel much better"As Annabelle sat in the house she heard the phone and ran and grab in." Annabelle are you okay"" Carrie?!"" Yes, what happened why are you on the news?!"" What?!?!"" You are on the news and cops and looking for you, what did you do"" I went out and got something to eat, why?!"" Because you are a murder"" What" Annabelle then thought back to the fight at the bar." Crap"" You fought-"" At a bar I know"" What happen?"" They didn't leave me alone."" Well they are looking for you and you need to leave the house now!" Annabelle hung up and put the phone down she got her stuff ready to go when she remember the note she grab it and ran out the door. Soon she was on the run, she bought a car, got some food and looked for somewhere to stay but everywhere she looked there was posters of her saying, Armed and dangerous, $10,000$ for her arrest. Annabelle needed to get somewhere safe when she remember that Amber is in Greece, she got a plane ticket, and was on her way to Greece. Annabelle was looking everywhere for Amber when she found her in a park with.. kids." She has kids, I can't come to her for help" Annabelle?! Annabelle!" Annabelle turned around to find Amber looking right at her." Amber, hey"" How long have you been here?!"" Not long, just got here"" Are you okay" Annabelle then held up a poster." Oh, what happened?"" Bar fight"" Did you-"" Kill them yep"" Wow, did they-"" hurt me I guess so" " Do you need a places to stay"" No, maybe, Yes, I'm sorry that I came here I can go"" No its fine I have a guest room"" Thanks"Annabelle walked back with Amber, Annabelle looked at Amber kids they were pale and had beautiful long hair brown, the other one red, and brown, and red put together they were beautiful. The oldest one's name is Adeline, the middle one's name is Nickalle, and the youngest one's name is Nicolle. Amber looked at Annabelle who was amizade by her kids waved her hand in front of her faced Annabelle looked at her and smiled." Your kids are beautiful"" Thank you"" Who is the dad"" he left after he found out that I was pregnant"" What a jerk"" Don't worry I got my revenge" Amber gave Annabelle a look the look of he's dead I killed him and throw it in the ocean the Atlantic Ocean." Nice"" I know, and now I have been working a trying to keep an eye on them but it is hard when you know they are one of us"" Really"" Yep, and with them going through their stages, of wanting to hurt and kill, its been hard"" I believe you"" Good, but now that you're here you can help me take care of them, I just didn't want to bother you before"" Thats' fine with me that least I have something to do"After about five months Annabelle was getting ready to leave when one of the kids told her that she was the best Aunt in the world, Annabelle couldn't leave then so she stay for about two more months she watched as the kids grew older and older, they were about her size now she then realized that she was no longer needed and left with saying goodbye to them all and Amber. Annabelle got on the plane and looked outside of her window and saw them waving goodbye she then teared up and had to look away. As soon as she got off the plane she saw no more posters of her, so she now knew that it was safe to go home, she then got into her car and drove home, she went inside and sat down on the couch, and opened her bag she looked at all the stuff that the kids made her. Annabelle laying on the couch sleeping kind of, woke up and remember the note she then got up and looked through the bag and found it, she opened it up and read it out loud.
