Even surrounded by people I still feel so lonely
Like the walls are closing in and no one has my back. They don't know my pain. They say hey are you ok?
No I'm not but I say I'm fine. I don't wanna burden them with my problems.
That's all I am it seems like.
Lonely me even in a crowded room
They wouldn't even understand if I try to explain
That I don't feel like I deserve love
That I'm worthless
I'm nothing I wish I could get better and maybe writing all this is a step but I don't feel any better. I feel like I'm on display for all to see my faults and I'm scared. What if I'm not good enough?
What if I don't help others? What if I'm a disgrace to the name of Submissive to the name of Little? I know I'm not perfect never will be but it still hurts watching the ones I love love others.
YOU ARE READING
Forgive me
RandomShort bursts of how I feel. I really hurt someone I care about and only wish they knew I how much I regret it
