I Refuse

Identity Crisis

"Ahhhhhhhhhh" I screamed tensing up.

"Forest are you alright?" Rico asked.

"Oh, it was all a dream," I said looking up to his face.

"What was a dream?" He asked loking down at my face.

"That Harrison was a psyco and he tried to kill me." I said whispering my insane dream to him. Expecting him to look at me like I'm crazy.

I mean if a girl you just met dreamed that her new boyfriend tried to kill her, you woukd think she's crazy right?

Instead Rico just gave me a shy smile and told me to go back to sleep.

I made his chest my pillow and thats when I realized we weren't at school. All of a sudden the smell of alcohol and sound of crying hit me.

We were in a hospital, none of it was a dream.

Actually we were leaving a hospital and Rico was carrying me out bridal style.

"She's up?" It was Sam.

Rico put me down on the hood of the car. I hopped off and hugged Sam so tight.

"Sam, whats going on?" I questioned him crying.

"I can answer that." It was Harrison.

I started backing up and as fear started taking over, I tried to run. Sam held me tight. Not to protect me but to keep me from running.

"Forest please, Let me explain." Harrison whispered with watery eyes.

I nodded my head but I told him I wasnt ready to be alone with him.

"I come with ya'll" Alec said. I smiled at him and grabbed his hand.

Harrison didn't seem to like that, but instead of fussing or fighting, he just nodded his head.

We sat down in Harrison's car. Harrison front seat, Alec and I sat in the back. I squeezed on Alec's hand and he gave me a look telling me everything is going to be okay.

"I never meant to hurt you." He started off. My eyes shifted from Alec's to his.

"So, why did you?" I asked looking down at the ground. Looking for something, a Fry, a penny, or something to keep him from looking at me.

"It wasn't me. Ok it was, but it wasn't" he mumbled.

"You aren't making sense." I reminded him.

"Give him a chance to explain, you are the only person he has explained this to,usually it's Jo who does the explaining." Alec said rubbing his thumb across my hand.

"Well, please explain." I tell him.

"I'm sick," he said closing his eyes. "I have multiple personality disorder.I like the idea of being your boyfriend, but ever since Jessica and I broke up my other personalities have been trying to do anything to get her back. "

I looked at Alec and he nodded his head confirming what Harrison is true.

"Do you know what you planned doing to me?" I asked instantly regretting that question.

"No, I don't remember. I can't remember." Harrison saud looking defeated.

"How many personalities do you have?" I asked.

"4," Harrison said reaching back and grabbing my knee.

"All of them hate me?"

"No, just one. Then again you only met 2. This one and the pysco one."