the strings you pulled

tell someone?

the bell ring for the last class and i stumbled out of the classroom and openers my locked and got my stuff

lewis was behind me: hey there doll~
shylo:l-lewis..
he went in for a hug when i turned around but i clenched my eyes shut and flinched
lewis: don't act like your scared of me.
shylo:i-i need to go..
lewis: whatever

i ran home and called my mom

shylo: mom?

"yes lolo? sorry i forgot to call it was late last night so i just stayed but i'm on my way sugar!"
shylo: r-rember when you said it was okay for me to loose my v-card if i was responsible?

"l-lolo.. ARE YOU PREGNANT!"

shylo: god mom! no.. not that i know of..

"lolo sweetie it's okay, i'm getting snacks, and we're going on a mother daughter date tonight and we can talk all about it!"
shylo: m-mom.. what if i didn't want to loose my v card..?

i heard the gas spead up a lot faster.

shylo: mom?

i heard a sssshhh..
and i looked out the window and she was here she rushed in and grabbed me

"who"
i cried and hugged her and she cried
"lolo who did this to you"
she looked at me through her teared up eyes.
shylo: "mama,it was lewis.."
she stopped crying
"lolo, lewis is that boy your talking about all of the time"
shylo: yeah mom.. but he did it without asking me he forced me to.
i cried out loudly and gasped
"lolo if you like him it isnt rape" she looked at me annoyingly
my whole world shattered i felt my heart drop to my knees or so i thought but it was me i gasped out and tried to breathe but i couldn't and she rolled her eyes.
"you were asking for it" i felt my heart break as i looked up at my mom who told me she would always protect me and love me and through my teary eyes i whisperd
shylo:mom you told me i was your baby and you would always save me.. i need help
"your just dramatic get up and get over it" i heard those words as i ran out but i started thinking maybe he did it because he loved me.
i slammed my bedroom door and sobbed on my bed. i woke up the next morning and got ready for school and walked out not even looking at my mom i got on the bus and per usual Lewis came to sit with me and he apologized for everything and said that he loved me. maybe he did love me..
we arrived at school and i pretty much zoned out until lunch and then we all went outside for lunch. before i knew it i was jumping on my bed exhausted and took a nap.

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