Tommy feels incredibly isolated and alone. He has no one to turn to, and he is overwhelmed with sadness. His thoughts have turned to suicide, and he is struggling to find a way out of the darkness he is in. He desperately needs someone to talk to and to provide him with comfort and support. He needs to know that he is not alone and that there are people who care about him and want to help.
He felt like his life was spiralling out of control. He was overwhelmed with feelings of hopelessness and despair, and he began to consider ending his life as a way to escape the pain he was feeling. He thought about how his friends would react, and he felt guilty for even considering the idea. He was scared of the unknown and the potential consequences of taking his own life, but he couldn't shake the thought that it might be the only way to make the pain stop.
He feels a deep sense of loneliness and betrayal. He realizes that all of his friends and family have abandoned him and he has no one to turn to. He feels betrayed and alone. He has concluded that he has no friends left, as they have all betrayed him in some way. He is left with only himself to rely on, and he must find a way to cope with the situation. But he cannot.
He paused for a moment, reflecting on the loneliness of his life. He had no family and no one to turn to in his time of need. Dream was his only friend, the only one he could rely on. He didn't leave him when he got exiled. He stayed. He visited him, every. Single. Day. Even when he screwed up. He still came. Even when he didn't listen. He still came. No matter what he had done. He still came. That was the difference between him and everyone.
Tommy takes a few deep breaths and closes his eyes, focusing on the feeling of the air entering and leaving his lungs. He reminds himself that he is safe and that this feeling will pass. He takes a few moments to practice some grounding techniques, such as focusing on the feeling of his feet on the ground or the sound of his breathing. He tells himself that he is strong and capable of getting through this. He takes a few more deep breaths and slowly starts to feel calmer and in control. But yet that feeling comes back like lightning. His breath quickens and he starts to lose sight. This had to happen the only time Dream isn't here. He would have helped.
"Oh, Tommy,"
Never mind, he is here. Thankfully.
"Here, let me help you, give me your hand."
Tommy gave him his hand. His grip was firm and it hurt a bit but Tommy didn't care. It was Dream. His friend.
"Don't worry Tommy. You are safe. I'm here. Your friend is here."
Those words gave him comfort. He wanted to move closer to him, wanting to feel the warmth. That's something he craved. Warmth. But yet he couldn't move. Or at least he didn't want to move. Maybe he was too scared to move. But why? He didn't need to be scared. It was Dream. His friend. His only friend.
"Come here, Tommy,"
Tommy slowly moved closer to Dream, and Dream opened his arms wide, embracing Tommy tightly and bringing him even closer than he already is.
"I'm here now Tommy. I'm home."
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Bro this chapter short af. I promise the other chapters will be longer I just couldn't think of anything else. So think of this Chapter as an introduction to the story? Yeah.
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Always Forever - Tommyinnit Exile Arc
FanfictionThis is set during Tommy's exile. Warnings: Stalking abuse manipulation starvation Stockholm syndrome Obsession suicide self-harming please do not read if these are sensitive topics for you or/and they make you uncomfortable.