THOUGHTS OF US.

027.

ALIYAH JIMENEZ
Sunday, January 29, 2023
11 A.M.

I groaned as I woke up and my phone started rapidly sending notifications.

I got in the shower, brushed my teeth and got ready to go to DDs house cause I can't go another second without having a talk wit this bum ass nigga.

When I finished getting dressed I grabbed my phone and walked to the front door.

As I walked along the sidewalk, I checked my phone and seen a message from him.

🫀ma come on let's talk shit out

me i'm on my way. please let me know if you drunk or off anything cause i'm not going through this again david.

🫀 i promise i'm not. i just wanna work shit out

I sighed clicking out of our messages and putting my phone in my back pocket. When I read my other notifications, one of em was that DD was live on Youtube.

I walked up to the door and opened it. I walked to the top of the stairs and listened to what he was sayin'.

"Chat I'm gettin my girl back," he sounded mad hype. I rolled my eyes as I walked down the steps. He looked at me through the camera and turned around.

"Oh nah," he flipped his camera so it was facing down and so nobody could see us.

"Nah chat don't beg to see her she lookin' way too good for allat" he shook his head as he read the chat.

I walked up to the chair next to him and sat down, turning his mic off.

He sighed and looked at me.

 "Why do you do it my nigga?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

"What?" he tilted his head.

"Why do you break promises?" I asked, setting my phone down.

"Cause in the moment when I'm promising them things I feel like I can keep it but when it comes down to it I really can't," he mumbled, looking at his shoes.

"So, even then even when you break the promise, why show up to my house knowin you got lean in ya cup or knowin you drunk?" I squinted at him. He ran his hand down his face and looked up at me.

"Cause when I get drunk I be needin somebody. And it's always you," he sighed.

"David this isn't going to work if the only time you ever "need" me is when you're in a state that you know ion like you being in. It's really not and if that's how you wanna live, getting drunk everyday and thinking I'm finna be there to work through my pain to be there wit you while you're drunk, then tell me that now cause I'll pack my shit up and I'll go," I mumbled as a lump grew in my throat.

"I'm not none of ya last bitches. I know they loved you when you was drunk, but I don't David. You pick and choose the days you want me and that shit hurts," I looked at his chat to try and get my mind off crying.

everythingosama oh shit

user3086 y'all think she breakin up w him?

aliyahsfav what y'all think he did?

"I want you everyday. I swear I do. I know youn like when I'm drunk and I try, Aliyah. I really do, but that's how I cope. I wish I could give you a good solid reason for why I do this shit but I can't," he shook his head. He tried to grab my face to make me look at him but I pulled away.

"Don't touch me," I shook my head. He sighed and stared at me as I turned back to look at him.

"Stop acting like that, please?" he tilted his head and softened his face. I stared at him for a couple second before the lump came back and tears started filling my eyes.