I woke up this morning throwing up
I decided to take a pregnancy test and
It was positive.
I called ddot over to tell him
"Hey"he says giving me a hug
"ddot I have to talk to you"
"If you gon break up with-"
"no it's not that"
"okay thennn what is it"he says sitting down
"I'm......pregnant"I say looking down
"REALLYYY"he says with a big ass smile on his face
I didn't want to make him feel bad so I acted happy
"yeahhh"
"I'm sooo happyyy"
"Yeah me too"
After an hour he left I realized if I kept the baby I would be the only one taking care bc he would Be gone at the studio all day
I decided to abort it I went back home thinking how I'm gonna tell ddot I aborted the baby
(Ew.)
He came in the house all happy until he saw me sitting down with a straight face
"what's wrong"
"I umm I aborted the baby"
He stayed silent for a min
"Ddot?"
"why'd you do that"he says getting mad
"ddot you're going to be in the studio all day"
"I wanted to have a family with you"he says ignoring everything I said
"ddot I'm not ready to do all that"
"then we can't be together"he says getting up leaving
I cried all night but atleast I ain't taking care of a baby🤷♀️🤷♀️
