From Zero To High

Goodbye

~Goodbye~

I woke up at 11am ,and I'm going to take shower. I'll be leaving this place soon,I'll miss how I sneak to Harry's room just to hug him, I'll miss how we act in front of his family,I'll miss this fucking place! And the most is I will miss my Paris dated with Harry and my 6months times with my best friend. I go out from Bathroom and go to wardrobe, I have my cute skiny jeans with england flag on it and 'I heart UK Boys' white shirt on. I don't forgot my cardigan, I used my boots. Its snowing and I'll leaving. I won't be here for christmas and new years. I won't be in 'Christmas Styles Family Memory Book' like Aunt Anne always told me, every years there new photo. Aunt Anne really want to put me on photos at Christmas but I couldn't. I going downstairs and found Harry & Familys sitting on living room, I found there George. I run to greet, "G!" I shoted cheering and give him hug. "Hey,Clara!" He said as he hug back, "I think we should go now" he talked again. "Oh okay." I said and go turn to Aunt Anne,she there crying like her own daugther going leaving her. "Oh Aunt,I'll miss you so much" I said as I hug her "oh my dear,my princess is going to leave now. I'll miss you too Clara. Don't forgot us,okay" she said as she hug me tight and free me. I hug Robin and Gemma, and here my time to say Good bye to Harry " Hey, Goodbye. Thanks for everything you tell me, thanks for the love you give me before. You have to move on, we couldn't be together,like we used to before" I said closer to him,hug him and kiss his cheek. I go out from house and found my 3 beautiful girl sobbing to eachother boyfriend, uhm only Jodi that's sobbing into Tommy's bcz her bf not here. I walk to them and hug them, give them group hug. We make an Circles and tell our promised. I hug them one by one for the last time and step in to the Car... I see them there, Jodi ran to case the car but she couldn't. I'll miss my jodi, corz, milz and toms so much. And I won't forgot them!

Here's me said my goodbye to this amazing country 'ENGLAND' . My best memory starts here. Here when I lost my virginty to Harry Styles, here when I lost my lips virginity to Harry Styles too. Here when I found my true life bestfriend.

@theclaraoffic80 : Here all my happiness and sorrow start, I'll miss you so much England. Specially you, Chesire! You r small town but lovely!

@Clara_97 : I'll miss you so much guys, Toms,Corz,milz, and jodi also the Styles and Mr.Cole and Mrs. Janet and Mrs. Louisa and Also Mrs. Lloyd. I'll miss the street. My hangout place with bestfriend! X

-Mr. Cole is Jodi's dad,he really nice to me. He love me like loves Jodi.

-Mrs. Janet is is Corz mom.

-Mrs. Louisa is Milz mom.

-Mrs. Lloyd is Toms mom. They loves me like own daughter.

With that's I leave England and head back to Indonesia. I turn my phones off and sit comfortly on my seats.

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-Oh Indonesia,how I miss you!~

After 21hours in Plane I arrived in my Country,Indonesia. When I go out from gate I saw my dad there proudly waiting for me, when I run and called his name his face so bright with Proud smile on his face. He so proud of me, I hug him tight. His eyes watered like when he let me go to England. Now I'm back...

"Dad! I miss you so much!" I said when we walk to parking lot. "Me too, You make me proud. And Mr. Lewis told me you've been good girl and you got 'A' in almost every class. You are my girl!" He said as we got in car... I'm talking much about my trip to Paris and my school social life. I told my happiness to my siblings as I arrived in home.

I tweet 'Welcome To Indonesia, wow 21st Hours I've been sitting on plane. How?I can't feel my bums x' I got few replied.

@HazBitch_101 : @theclaraoffic80 great! You finally leave my baby Harry alone! That great so great so much Bitchy!

What??!

 '@HazBitch_101 uhm I think you should take a look da mirror. Harry not belongs to anyone,especially YOU. Should I care? YOU DA BITCHY #LeaveMeAloneBitchy ' after replied that my hastag Trend number 2nd Worldwide.

~Monday.....

 Its my first day in my real school. I miss my Rhima and Nurul so much. They the only true friend I had here in Indonesia. As I parked my motor-cycle on school parking lot, I see my Rhypoo and Nurly face. They screaming and run towards me...

I give them Hug and souvenir from England. Nurul is big fan of Zayn so I  got her t-shirt from zayn 'Hi Nurul.. Here's me zayn want to thankful to you. Thank you for being love me and support me,also to be my baby girl Clara bestfriend. And yeah here's some souvenir from England. [Zayn autoghrap] love, Zayn xxx' and photos of Zayn wrote 'I Love Nurul,Love Zaynie' she screaming. "Clara thank you so much!! You are the best.. Best friend I ever had!" And Rhima I got her Cardigan and Justin Bieber autoghraph CD. 'Dear Rhima.. Thank you for supporting. Love always,[JB Signed]Justin xx' and picture of Justin with signed. ~Flashback 'Harry. Can we meet Justin?' I ask Harry. 'Sure,babe. Anything for my baby' he answer me smiling. 'Really?'I looking to him 'Really!' He replied as he cup my face and kissing me softly. I go to Justin Bieber backstage with Niall. Niall accompany me,he such a babe.~

We go to Class together, everybody on class congratz and welcoming me.

The day passing usually. Nothing changed.

Its been 2years since I'm back from England. I'm free,no school again. I don't want go to college. I just need Job. That's all, I still had my beloved lovely fans, ; @ForeverClara @Lily_Miller_HC and @iTweetClaraS . I don't have job but I have lovers. I love them xx