Its been 2years since I'm back from England. I'm free,no school again. I don't want go to college. I just need Job. That's all, I still had my beloved lovely fans, ; @ForeverClara @Lily_Miller_HC and @iTweetClaraS . I don't have job but I have lovers. I love them xx
I think Harry has move on, he already with some model. Its feel right.
I'm trying X-Factor Indonesia as well, and what surprising me there is Ahmad Dhani, the one I hate so much. replace by Simon Cowell, he has been known me. He is nice person. As I arrived on stage,Simon has surprised look on his face. "Hello there." He said greet me, "hello" I replied as well. "What's your name and how old are you?" He said disbelieve if he saw me again "My name is Clara Silalahi and I'm 18"I replied him. "Oh hi Clara, and what song you'll be sing?" He ask me tryin cool, but he actually cool! "Um, I will I sing Beautiful People by Cher Lloyd" I said. "Okay please dear" he give me his beautiful smile,like he always give me before.
When i start singing i close my eyes, this song is remain me to Harry.
" It's my last big breath what you want me to do?
When you act all cool like you already knew
That I'll be stuck here cold just waiting it through
'Til your heart starts beating for that somebody new
You know that it's true
'Cause it's beautiful people like you
Who get whatever they want
And it's beautiful people like you
Who suck the life right outta my heart
And it's beautiful people like you
Who make me cry
'Cause nobody else could be nearly as cruel as you
i open my eyes and its watered. I'm trying to hold back it, all the sorrow he gaves me..
It's a wicked game that you're making me play
Where I crawl back home as you're walking away
And it's all quite clear what you want me to say
But you'll be so long gone if I ask you to stay
You know that it's true
'Cause it's beautiful people like you
Who get whatever they want
And it's beautiful people like you
Who suck the life right outta my heart
And it's beautiful people like you
Who make me cry
'Cause nobody else could be nearly as cruel as you
Hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey
It's my last big breath what you want me to do?
When you act all cool like you already knew
'Cause it's beautiful people like you
Who get whatever they want
And it's beautiful people like you
Who suck the life right outta my heart
And it's beautiful people like you
Who make me cry
'Cause nobody else could be nearly as cruel as you
Nobody else could be nearly as cruel as you
As you "
I felt one tears sliding on my tears.
Simon look impressed and i think he can read my mind and he look like want to hug me like he used to do before, he must be knew this song is for Harry.
"Thank you" I said as the song is over "Really? Its your voice?" Simon ask me. "Um yes of course it is mine" I replied him laugh a bit. "Clara, you're voice really touch my heart. I love it!" Anggun said . "I don't know what to said that I really enjoying you voice" and there Cher Lloyd. Omgoyd, I am big fans of her I am brats!!! "Thank you" all I could said. "Okay, Cher what you think?" Uncle sico( my nickname to simon ) ask cher. "I am a hundred percent Yes!" Cher said. "Thank You Cher!" I said. She just replied with smiles. "Anggun?" Sico asking. "Absolutely yes from me! " She said. "Thank you mba(mean like mrs)" I said. "And Simon, how do you think?" I ask him bit nervous. People laughing. "I'm absolutely no, but when I know you've talented to sing and you got 3 Yes!" He said. And I'm jump proudly and said thank you-thank you million times. I run to back-stage and hug my dad proudly. "Yey! Its my baby girl" he said. I'm going to boot-camp, and hell yeah the place is incredible amazing! I got some friends. My tutor is Cher Lloyd. Oh jeez' you don't know I'm screaming inside!
Cher is actually good person,
I thanks god i'm still here fighting. i know here and its my time to shining.
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ФанфикA ordinary girl from Indonesia got study exchange. That's Clara Swastika Silalahi an 16 years old girl. She were born in very simple family. She was the first daughter. She’s going to change her life! She got study exchange in England but where wou...
