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Lia is just a normal with abnormal life, why abnormal why not normal life like other girl. Lia was born like normal girl just her life was not normal.

21-01-2010

"Mommy I have a little bit struggle with school, My friend bully me because they heard my dad scandal through out media"-Lia

"It's not my problem yourself need to face it"-Mommy

"But mommy please give some motivation or support me in this"-Lia

"Lia, I have told you ITS YOUR PROBLEM  not me"-Mommy

"But mommy can change school or I quite school or something, I cant take it, Please mommy if you love me"-Lia 

Lia knees and hold her mommy legs 

"Lia if you still consider Me as your Mom, Please listen me!!! In life thing wont be like you wish sometime you need to face it even it's hard for you"-Mommy

That was the last things or last word I heard from mommy before she commit suicide. I wont explain how she commit suicide cause it felt trauma for me.

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After losing my mommy, I wish to stay at aunt place but I still has Dad or Daddy that married with someone else.

I wont explain life stay with my dad "If you watch Cinderella it the same story just that my stepmother she a bit nice compare to stepmother in Cinderella, but I always miss my Mommy, Mommy why you left Lia alone.

Life at Dad house

1) Wake up went to school 

2) After school , Extra class

3) Back home 

4) Bakery Cafe

*As always I wont have my dinner at home cause I need to respect their privacy even during weekend I wont be at home, I do my part time at bakery. I felt HAPPY  by doing this.

Just during EVE I have no choice to eat at home but WHO am I to eat with them in same table, My dad wont worry or care. I will take my food and ate in the kitchen after all the relative left.

Every Single month HE just give allowances, He wont ask "How school" "Is everything Okay"

**PS As I remember I don't have a really good communication with daddy, My talk session with him only last 2-3 minutes only.

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31.09.2018

The day I remember that  day that will change my life forever, I received University offer Letter for My degree.

08.00am-At living room with my dad and my stepmother

"Daddy, Since you here, I received my University offer letter, My course is Degree in Human Resource Management and I leaving this weekend. I already arranged my transport to my university "Lia

" I just want to said Daddy and Mommy Maria, Thank you for raise me as I am now. I hope both will blessed by god in your family and my lil step brother "Lia

I hold my tears but there seem they don't bother or its my thought toward them.

"After graduate I will build my own life, I wont bother you "Lia

" That your decision I wont stop you, As least my reasonability as father I have done my BEST" Daddy

My thought your BEST!!!!! your BEST that is bullshit but LIA HE IS YOUR FATHER 

" Thanks daddy and aunty Maria" Lia

" You may come home during semester break and visit me" Maria

"I will"-Lia 

SHOULD I BACK TO THE HOME THAT RUIN MY MOM LIFE AND MY FATHER WHO IGNORE ME MORE THAT 10 YEARS!!! MORE THAN 10 YEARS!!!! YOU TELL ME HOW IT FELT WHEN NOBODY WITHOUT IN YOUR LIFE JUST YOURSELF .


Shall we move to our life journey at University and meet my crazy roommate and The Liam 

To Be Continued in Chapter 2......

Someone must wondering when the Aesthetic girl will shows 

Psshhhhh that a secret... Hehehe

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