The pain

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I prayed every night to ask Allah (swt) to take my life before i do it by myself

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I wish that I could put your hand on my heart, and that you would feel the pain that i have in my heart because of you.

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Every overdose I took because I couldn't handle it anymore it was a step closer to my death

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Suicidal thoughts gross my mind every night, I'm not dramatic or weak i'm just in pain.

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I have adhd I can't focus when someone is taking but funny when i'm with you my only focus is on you.

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Being bipolar is hard and having borderline is even harder when someone is hurting me it feels like suicidal.

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How many times did you listen to the whispering of the shaytaan and lead yourself to your own destruction? And how many times did you weep and ask Allah to get you out of the pits of darkness you ended up in?

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The things haram in islam are haram for a reason. You do that? You destroy yourself, your peace, your mental state, your physical self , depression hits you. Anxiety is there Allah has made them haram to protect you. Your soul your heart. Just know that and stay safe and it's never to late to repent Allah is a forgiver.

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But remember Jannah is full with sinners who repent

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