Fire on Fire (Taekook) - feat. HeatherBlossom7 - ON HOLD

So Show Me

Things seemed normal between them...

Keyword: seemed.

But in the back of the head they both knew it was not.

Jungkook was testing waters. He wanted to know the boundaries of Taehyung. He wanted to know what made the other uncomfortable and uneasy.

He didn't want to see the scared face of Taehyung once again... Ever again!

He hated himself for that greatly. He felt ashamed of himself. He couldn't... He didn't want to be the reason of Taehyung's tears... It was haunting him all the time.

But Jungkook was smart and sensitive enough to know he would just hurt Taehyung more trying to restrict himself from him. So he rather became conscious of his actions and touches. Attentive to Taehyung's reactions...

And for Taehyung... - he felt guilty in an uncountable amount. Even if the other didn't say it out loud, Taehyung could clearly feel the change. He could see through Jungkook as if he was a transparent glass wall.

He could feel it in the subtle touches, the fluttering of eyelashes and in the fingertips of the other...

He regretted reacting like this, but he knew he should. He had his own reasons... The reasons he desperately wanted answers too...

As soon as possible...

Preferably - right away.

Because only he knew how he was burning inside. What kind of longing was tearing him apart inside, when he was looking at Jungkook.

Only he knew he wanted that man with the same passion Jungkook wanted him...

He always smiled at Jungkook's words which were giving him a feeling of summer warmth: It's your body Tae... You decide what to do. Maybe the words seemed simple but they meant a lot to him. They were wrapping him in an invisible blanket of trust and gratefulness. 

Jungkook opened the door of the dorm, feeling a wave of tiredness washing over his body. He looked for the other knowing it's already past Tae's working hours. As he expected the light of the bathroom was on, indicating that Taehyung was in there.

Jungkook lazily threw his backpack on his study table when he noticed a file lying there. As far as he remembered, he hadn't placed anything there before going to class... He picked it up and opened it to see that it was a medical report and Tae's name was on it.

A wave of panic rushed through his veins. He quickly turned the pages as all negative thoughts stormed his brain. It was until a pair of hands hugged him from behind and placed a kiss on his nape.

'Relax, Koo... I am completely fine. I wanted you to see this...' Tae said as he put his chin on Jungkook's shoulder.

Jungkook visibly relaxed at the words spoken in a deep, calming tone. He was turning around to face Taehyung, but the other didn't let him and made him face the front.

'Don't turn around... I want to say something. 'First - look at the report for me...' Tae said as he placed a kiss on Jungkook's neck, still hugging him from behind.

Jungkook nodded at that and started to read through the pages. After reading midway Jungkook furrowed his eyebrows at the words.

'What the hell, Tae!!!?? Was it necessary??!' he snapped in anger as he gripped on the papers still not facing Taehyung, following his request to not look back.

'Koo... It was necessary for me and it meant a lot to me...' Tae said, waiting for another burst out from the other.

'Tae... I believe you. I don't care about any of these. Why is it necessary for you to know whether you are free from any sexual diseases?! ' Kook asked again, sounding more angry.