Fall
Sometimes humans fall down
That is okay!
They fall down go .. boom!
Like a bomb
Or a wave!
It comes crashing in
what once was up is nether
my heart loves yours
our souls stick together!
Sometimes humans fall
and split from the tree
we land in Saturn's play
named it "du al ity"
You might think it evil
perhaps you think it bad
if you're thinking in a box
you're dressed in the Saturn clad
So do not think— just be!
Your mind compulsively
stirs you back to sleep
It's a snake desperate to eat...
yet when no foods around
and the snake is starving bad
he will eat his own tail
he will drive himself mad
he will never change
Evolve and get some legs
Silly snake you fuckin' dope
Let me get you off your rope
In your little playroom
snakey snake was once a puppet
had a tie around his neck
Salem's trials or corporate muppet?
Was he driven by a greed?
Or was it compulsive need
To watch himself topple over
on the sword so he could bleed
That's Sanity Inn!
Play it forever!
You won't win!
'Less your light as a feather
Ketu and Rahu meet up again
"Hello other half of friend!"
Catdog, it's the same body
delusion seeping through your nadi's
If you can climb past your ego
you will see the larger game
It was no game at all
What once was up just had to fall
I do not yet have reasons why
Might be in a book of mine
Does Manly P Hall have some answers?
What's his part in this life cancer?
Is HE qualified to know?
Who?
Manly P?
Some silly dope?
Like the snake?
Nope nope nope!
We all have things to say
We all star in the same play
You're the main character of yours
So do not make it a bore
It's a drama of the stars
What once was yours could now be OURS
Sometimes it just takes three
Good lord had mercy on me
If you outgrow outdated ways
from when they told you how to think
you will realize that life
is much more than ships that sink
that you hold onto even though
The ship sank long, long, ago
Made a movie 'bout it babe
It's Neptune karma
Ride the wave
If you know how to listen
Everybody's on the way
We all walk each other home
In this inferno play
We can stop the torture maze
Overcome personal hell
When you're ready I'll be here
Ring the bell!
RING THE BELL!
Listen sometimes I forget
Just how hard it is to quit
Then you crawl up from below
drag me down so now I know
I cannot thank you enough
Sometimes I think I'm so tough
Then I dry heave in the shower
hair has knots so I just cower
running brushes through these tangles
can you give me a new angle?
Need your love, can I have it?
No?
Why?
Because?
Oh.
Okay?
Well, love is the only power
Saturn ain't the flower
It's below it but it's higher
It's the door for heaven fliers
who swing on the chariot
Swing low from your hair net
Not the ajna, authority
Because in heaven — you are free!
When you are realized
You are free to be the boss
Because you've let in the truth
Though our egos it will cost 😏
We all make that sacrifice
Hand ourselves to Father Time
You were ALWAYS on the line
Key in soldier's back,
just wind!
Then he moves, walks on his own
Very stiff though, as you know
He does not have much a' choice
Neither did we, down below...
Now that you have hiked those stairs
Sing to Sister Golden Hair
swam the tied for you, Neptune
I'm your sanest water loon
You are such a dirty man
I still love you cuz I can
If I get shit on by a seagull
That's my karma, not so regal
It would be a gift from God
to remind me I am not
the highest will on the lot
a sense of humor I would need
the only God I would believe
Would laugh at my insanity
not to judge,
but laugh with me
Now we see that all the pain
that had once drove us insane
Was a blip in a radar
That stretched out so very far
Secrets I just had to know
Hierophant... sow your oats?
Give me keys, I'll give you grail
Unless you'd rather eat your tail?
In that case, I repeat
Sometimes we fall from our heart seat
and we are driven by our demons
nothing scary, just need seein'
I will see you.
You see me.
Sorry if I took the lead
And you might've watched with great compassion?
That depends
are you tapped in?
You call me a know-it-all
As I warn you of your fall
You can't fathom that I'm not special
just a vessel, just a vessel
Got my info from the stars
you can too, but you're on Mars
Mars is the planet of war
you done yet, or pride too sore?
C'mon Baba! Lighten up!
Let me tease you,
fill your cup
All is love I promise you...
you'll know when it's not the truth
If you listen to YOUR heart
The same truths but different part
In my play you have a role
My counterpart
I know
you know.
So if you fall,
just get back up!
Let's go, Baba!
Times not up!
Let's begin anew
What will change?
Up to you!
Not your greedy needs
i have planted loving seeds
though you hate to hear the ramble
i know my words you will unscramble.
I love you!
Afterward: Lover's Prayer
Lord please let that man suffer excruciatingly to the point of awakening and feeling your wrath and still having the human body to process it, may he be shocked, jolted, scared out of his wits, may he be begging and pleading for mercy, may he be repenting and sacrificing his old ways, may he be humbled and humiliated greatly to the point of evolution, all in the name of love, for the highest will, and for the betterment of his soul. May he BURN in the shame, unable to contain his own screams of terror. If he is a Freemason, may the highest mason of his lodge completely crucify and obliterate him, if he is not, may he die and be reborn to become an eightfold, may he feel the terror coursing through his veins, the reckoning with You, the highest power, the all knowing creator, he needs a Father and he needs a whooping. He needs to be deprived of his excessive amounts of sexual partners and abuse of their hearts. Destroy this man, force him to be reborn, awaken him to what true love and surrender really is. Keep his body safe. Put him on the path, consciously. He deserves a psychological death & rebirth, he is DEEPLY afflicted. It will hurt him and it will heal him. He deserves liberation, if I can face the ring of fire then so can he. We share a soul, allegedly. All in the name of Christ and love, I pray this, Amen.
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Fall
Spiritual:( sometimes we fall, it's humiliating! So then we burn in the shame! And we don't retaliate. We hust say, "dammit this sucks!!!!!!" and we learn a lesson. Lest our pride is too enlarged...? Aw. Did you think you were too high to learn the lesson...
