The real game is freaking out. After that day, Elmer become stranger and a rival to me. I don't know how to feel and how to react at him but I just feel a little bit upset.
Yeah, I like him. I know!
We used to say as friend pero nagbago.
Tatlong araw palang mula ng magsimula ang klase ay competitive na siya. Kahit sa ilang pagpakilala ay ginagalingan na niya.
"I am Elliott Merciano Redondo, 19 years old and I live from one of the known subdivision near at the city and now I'm living to my apartment. My hobbies are sketching, drawing, painting, sculpturing and many more as I love arts. I chose to enrolled here because my passion is there. Literary in this course so, if you ask me why BFA? Then I answer, I saw myself on this field." He introduced himself to everyone.
Some of the girl are clapping and appraising him. Why such that thing confused me? I know I should try to look forward but I don't know what's on me to assume more motives from him.
When it's already my turn, I just introduced myself simple as I can. Nawala ang lahat ng lakas ko dahil sa mga iniisip ko tungkol sa kanya.
Giorge, I need you...
I didn't saw him for 2 days from now. Ewan 'di siya nagpakita pero nandoon lang naman ang statue niya sa loob ng stock room noong pinuntahan ko doon.
Naguguluhan na rin ako sa mga nangyayari but I need to maintain my silence to that. Kailangan ko munang mapag-isa. I needed to be alone in a small period of time to see my value, to see myself more effective... My worths and my ego.
I don't want to think that I am doing this because I really like him, though I like him, but I love myself better than liking him.
"What do you think is the best way to creat art?" I was just hearing those, not totally listening to our professor question.
Nagsimulang umingaw ang buong klase. May nagabalang sumagot sa tanong pero may iba rin ang nag-uusap lang tungkol sa sagot nila.
"In my own point of view prof," Gina said. "Art is made by love, I mean the ingredients of creating art is love, trust, value, and everything aspect you have. You are the author, the painter, the creator and the one who can keep that presentable. You are eligible enough to take a responsibility to maintain your art work into reliable to everyone."
The professor amazed by her answer but other than that, Prof Hilario ask again for the other opinion to answer the question he was giving.
"Art is everything you can see, you can touch, you can smell or you can sense," Elmer answer while looking at me. Ewan ko lang pero nung napatingin ako sa kanya ay automatic ring napatingin siya sa akin. "You can always relating art to your everyday lives, arts is depression, arts is powerful and arts is made by god."
Ito na ba iyong sinasabi niya na nagsisimula na ang totoong laban? I'm not prepared and I'm always not be. Akala ko ay magkakamabutihan na kami but I feel like he seemed used me for his real motives. I just noticed it. Mas marami siyang alam sa akin ngayon... Kaya nga natatakot ako na baka ito na ang dahilan para matapatan niya ako and I don't like that.
I am competitive... Dapat lang.
"Okay, Mr. Billones."
"Prof, I know that they already sited those real point about arts but arts is different for me. I know that we human are one of the arts made by god or should I say that we are the real arts made by Him. Infact, art is imaginary, I mean Imagination because paano mo magagawa ang gagawin mo kung 'di mo pinagiispan? Paano mo malalaman kung 'di mo naiimagine ang kalalabasan ng mga gawa mo? So, for further addition, arts is creating through imagination and to our mind." That's all I said.
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