Everything Comes To an End

Might As Well

I've been sitting here on this bed for so long. I can't think straight

"what's that!" I scream

I hear something. I'm so fucking scared, I need someone.

"HELP MEE PLEASE."

At this point I dont care if I make it out alive or not.

I just want out.
I WANT OUT
GET ME OUT PLEASE MY HEAD IS
KILLING ME
Shhh you stupid fuck
This is why no one is coming to help you
You are alone
No one cares

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I have been picking at my skin because she doesn't feed me.

I'm starving, IT'S BEEN FUCKING WEEKS.

Something doesn't feel right. I can't explain how but some thing is wrong.

She doesn't chain me to the bed because I tried to choke myself with the chain.

You want out, you need freedom.

It's about time to die.

What do you have to live for.

NOTHING

NOTHING

FUCKING BASTERED

PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT

you're not gonna make it

you are too weak...

"SHUT UP, I HATE YOU I HATE YOU ALEX YOU ARE NOTHING, SO WEAK."

I fell hard on the floor of which had broken glass.

I let it pierce my skin, feeling some sort of sensation as I see the blood escaping my body.

I quickly put my hand on my knee and wiped all the blood on the palm of my hand.

I licked it.

Don't you like the taste of blood you freak, fucking psychotic whore

I hate my mind

I hate that little girl I see right before I close my eyes

pressure

she's coming for you

everyone is coming for you

I need to be strong.

But it feels like there's no hope left
It's not worth trying
I'm not going to try

I give up.

I cried so hard and smiled so large

All these years of
Pain
Confusion
And hatred were over
~
I took that lovely piece of glass on the floor and dragged it on my thighs
Slashed my veins
And while things got blurry... I slit my throat
I'm free
My soul is free
I feel great
No pa---

That was the last thing she ever said
Her lifeless body fell back and all the blood gushed out

Smile

A smile is what you see on her face
So happy to escape this world
There was nothing left for her
Death was her option of freedom

Some people would go out of their way to kill you off.

The purpose of this is to teach you that not everyone is strong.
Not everyone can make it out alive.
You just have to find out which one you are.
The end result may not be the best but, you realized what you are capable of.

You know where your breaking point is.
You realize how strong you can be at times.

You finally realize the nature of the only person that truly matters..
You.

-raven.