I was sitting outside on terrace ,staring at moon. How my life became this.i couldn't ever imagine being stuck in a place where I was never meant to be.
Yet at the same time .Now I was day by day getting used to new relations. It would hurt to lose this.But at the same time I did wanted to meet my mom.i didn't want to live a lie my whole life.what about arjiya's family ,they all love me right because they think that it's their daughter. That won't be how they react when they know the truth.
I couldn't breath.suddenly it was all tooo much.
Please God let this all be a dream .please just take me awa-
But it being a dream meant that i would never know a world where arsal exists.
I would have been okay with that a few days ago. But now , something's changed.
"Kya kar rhi ho beta , kyun maayus baithi ho?"
I see back and find Bi Jaan standing there.
"Kuch nhi , bi Jaan . Bas Yun hi khuli hawa me baithne aayi thi"
She comes and sits near me. She looks at me and holds my face in her palms.
"Beta ,abhi muskile zaroor hai but Allah pe aitebaar rakho. Usne kuch socha hai tumhare liye jo tumhne chaha hai usse kahi behtar hoga."
"Par kab?"
"Woh toh wohi jaane,par beta Mera waada hai tumhe ki m tumhare saath galat nahi hone doongi"
It gave me a sense of relief though i didn't know why.
"Chalo so jao ,kal tumhara walima hai ,Aisa chehra leke thodhi jaogi" she says pinching my nose.
"Ahh-,aati hu aap chale"
She went down.
I sat for some time and then went downstairs.
While I was on stairs.
Arsal came out of nowhere and he looked tense.
"Jiyaa " he was still panting.
" kya hua ,kyun? Haaf rahe ho"
He gives me his phone to show me message.
There was a message from my real insta account which now arjiya was using.
It read- "BHAIJAAN, MERI ZYADA YAAD TOH NHI AAYI,M AA RHI HU"
i don't know how I felt seeing that .Happy ,sad ,everything was mixed.
"Khush ho GE tum , mujhse picha chutega tumhara"
He held my hand and pulled me towards him " nhi , kal walima hai , m hargiz tumhe nhi jaane dunga"
"Nhi arsal, ye sahi nhi hai ,m nhi kar sakti ye"
"Tumhe kya lagta hai woh akele aa rhi hai , uska nikaah ho chuka hai tumhare fiancee se"
"Kuch bhi mat bolo " I said pulling my hand away .
He held me by shoulders. " kyun bardaast nhi ho rha apni mohabbat ko kisi aur ka hota sunke "
"Kuch bhi mat bolo" i screamed.
"Sach h ye , ye lo dekho" he shows me the photos of both standing together .they were smiling.
A lone tear fell as i realised that all links to my old life were disappearing.
"Jiya mere samne uske liye mat rona plss"
"Chodo tum nhi samjhoge , in sab ke beech sabse se zyada galat mere saath hua h , woh bhi mere bina chahe."
He tried reaching for me but I took a step back. " Aur Galat kaha tumne ,meri mohabbat meri hi hai"
He was still staring at me dumbfounded.
I ran to my room.
No , it didn't happen.
I didn't just tell him that It wasn't any other person whom I loved but it was him. Oh no goddd.
There were knocks on my door
I didn't even have to guess who it was.
"Yahaan se jao arsal,dimag mat kharab Karo mera"
"Chala jaunga par tumhare ye batane ke baad hi ,ki joh tumhne kaha woh sach hai ya nhi "
"M ne kuch nhi kaha"
"Itna jhoot , chanda"
"Shhhhhhh jaao"
"Waise tumhari baat Maan leta hu , kyunki apni mohabbat ka kaha krna chaiye, good night "
I heard his steps going away.
Ya allah , ye. Kahan fas gyi.
Ab aage kya?
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