022: Relapse

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This chapter has SH.
Might not be be detailed but it is in this chapter.
Everyone remember you are not alone in this. If you are dealing with this please get help and you are loved <3
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Enjoy this shitty book :)
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--George Pov--
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Me and Clay were on our way to class. I snake my hand into his and I smile. I suddenly get pounced onto. "Stwap being such lovely dovey and carry me to class George!" Q says to me. "I think you made me a old man dude. I heard my back cracks in five different languages" I say grabbing onto Alex's legs to keep her on my back.

"Your not actually heavy. I think I can carry you to class" Clay gives me this look. He looks disappointed. "Awh, is my little baby sad I let go of his little hand?" I remove one of my hands from Alex's leg. Which causes him to yelp. "Relax. I've carried a six foot seven inches dude before. I'm not gonna drop you" I say putting my hand back onto Alex's legs and Clay gives me this look again.

"No way in fucking hell I'm carrying you. You better stop with that look right now Clay" I say turning into mine and Alex's class. I give Clay a kiss on the cheek and Quackity jumped off my back to go get us a seat.

"See you later on" I say walking into the classroom and sitting next to Alex.

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Feel free to skip :)
--George Pov--
After classes and before Clay got back
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I had myself locked in the bathroom. I know Clay wasn't gonna be back for at least ten minutes.

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I haven't done this since I left the UK. I roll up my sleeve. I take the razor out of the packet. I bring the razor to my arm. And I make a cut straight across my arm.

Deep enough to bring a mark but not deep enough to bring blood. I go over it again. This time going deeper into my skin. Biting my lip at the pain.

I make another one just above the one I just made. Re-opening a scar. I look at my arm. Blood all over it. I make about five more cuts then a deeper one. Deeper than all the rest.

I grab a paper towel and wetten it. Cleaning them all up and putting bandages over my arm pulling my sleeve back down. Throwing out both the razor and the paper towel.

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I walked out of the bathroom. To see Clay coming in. "Hey" I say walking into the kitchen to get some water and some pain killers. "Hey George" He said walking up to me. "You okay?" He asks me as I swallow the pills.

"Just a bit of pain, due to carrying around Q all day" I said kissing the other male. "Mm, makes sense. How about we watch a movie or go out tonight? I've never taken you on a official date yet" He said to me kissing all over my neck.

"That'll be nice, but I say wait until you take me out on a date. Then you can take me to bed" I say pushing his head out of my neck. The blonde huffs. "Fine" "you shouldn't go out tonight. You've got a quiz coming up. You gotta study. And I've got the best way for you to study~" I say kissing his cheek and walking away from him.

"Your such a fuckin tease!" He yells out. My arms are stinging. Fuck. Can't exactly tell Clay. I don't know what to do.

I walk into the bathroom. I close the door and lock it again.

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I undo the bandage.

Knock. "Yeah?" I say my voice shaky. "You okay love? You seem uneasy." Clay asks me. "I'm alright Clay. I'll be out in a few" I say to him. Looking back at my arm. I grab a towel and run the water.

"Alrighty. I'll go find a movie for us to watch, do you want something to eat? Or are you good?" "I'm fine thanks!" I run the warm water over my arm to clean it better.

I flinch at the pain. It'd never been this bad before what happened? I recover the the cuts with clean bandages.

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I walk out of the restroom and up to Clay to sit next to him on the couch.

"What are we watching?" I ask the blonde leaning up against him and he puts his arm around me.

"I was thinking we would watch Titanic" He says looking down at me as I look up at him with a Goofy ass smile. "We aren't gonna recreate the sex scene, at least not tonight" I say kissing his nose. "Fine" He huffs.

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That chapter took me the longest to write. It's a hard topic to write. I tried to make it light. Hopefully it wasn't to bad.
See yall in the next one (hopefully jk jk)
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