Passion And Despair (Bakudeku)

stupid fucking villains

Katsuki pov:

The news was relatively boring it only talking about the economy and weather no big villain attacks or upcoming events of interest. I let it play for around half an hour deku had stirred slightly a few times. All of a sudden the ads that were playing were inturpted by breaking news about a villain attack in apartment building somewhere in musutafu. The images showed dekus apartment complex up in flames."THATS WHERE DEKU LIVES!" I was petrified. aizawa came over an sat beside us on the couch. The sleeping greenette ontop of my lap stirred again. "Have they announced the casualties?" I shook my head "---there are 4 critically injured and 2 dead. A villain named the dragon who is thought to be responsible was found at the point where the fire broke out, the second body is that of an Inko Midoriya whose apartment was close to where the blaze started---" I hadn't even realized deku was awake until I felt a tears drop onto my hand. I pulled him into a tight hug and tried to sooth him best I could.
I look over at aizawa sensei unsure what would happen to deku now his only family member and house is gone. "Well this escalates things..." he said bluntly.

Izuku pov:

I don't know why kacchan Is being so nice but I kind of like it. I haven't seen him for a month or two. When I woke up I heard sirens an panicked voices and the reporter on the TV exsplaining that they found my mother's body on the tv. By the time they showed a picture of her on screen my eyes were wide open and pooling with hot tears but my body wouldn't make a sound not that I really wanted it to. It took a minute to process that I was pulled into a hug by kacchan not that that was my main focus but it helped for a little bit. The voice in my head reappeared. It had told me things since middle school I always ended up listening and believing it, I am weak. Now the voice is here telling me "It's your fault your mother's dead, you know she usually picks you up after school and goes to the grocery store before dinner but you decided to try end it instead, couldn't even do that right. No wonder you got caught anyone could you're fat ass a mile away you pig!" It was right I am useless I am pathetic, I am a fatass despite not eating in weeks it Is my fault. "I-i need to use the bathroom" I asked quietly. Mr aizawa nodded and took me to his dorm bathroom as there aren't ones for guests. "Thanks..." I entered the bathroom locking the door as I did. I took a moment to observe my surroundings looking for anything sharp or harmful. Bingo. I saw a razor at on the sink it looked easy enough to take apart so I did. I took one of the two blades out and rolled up my sleeve. When I finally dragged it across my arm with some force I saw white I repeated the actions several times on either arm.after around 4 or 5 on each arm i ended up dropping the blade realizing how badly I cut. At some point I turned the tap on and began running my arms under it. I swear I almost screamed in pain. After around 20 seconds I had turned the tap off and started looking in the cupboard for bandages which I found relatively quickly, I then bandaged both my wrists up pulling the sleeves down after. I cleaned up any mess and unlocked the door. "You took your time." came a stern voice "y-yeah sorry." "come on." While being taken back to the common room I was hit by a wave of dizziness and my vision became hazel before leaving altogether. I had passed out.

Aizawa pov:

Before the problem child could hit the floor I caught him with my capture weapon which I then used to help carry him back to the couch. My guess would be he passed out from exhaustion both mental and physical. When I got him back to the common room I placed him on the couch next to bakugou who gave a look of concern. "the fuck happened to deku!?" "He just passed out he'll be fine in a bit I think he's just exhausted and in shock" he just nodded in response.

Katsuki pov:

My eyes scanned his sleeping body he was pretty cute... WAIT I JUST CALLED THE NERD CUTE!? I've bullied him almost all his life I can't like him and even if I did he'd never like me for the same reason. The sleeping boy moved in his sleep he was now facing away from the couch with half an arm from elbow down hanging limp off the side of the couch. his sleeve bunched where it was pressed against the couch." Um aizawa sensei I don't think it was exhaustion I think it was this" I pointed toward his bandaged wrist that was heavily soaked in blood. Aizawa rushed over to look one he saw his face went sad before he sighed. "Oh problem child it hadn't even been a day, right I need you to run to the teachers dorm area next door and fetch recovery girl quickly!" I ran and ran. when I woke recovery girl up she whacked me with her cane thinking I was a villain. She came to the dorms as quick an she could.

Aizawa pov:

I was trying to hold my scarf around his wrists to keep the pressure on them when I see recovery and bakugou run in. "He's over here!" I called out to let rg know who to help. I stepped out of the way to let recoverygirl examine him."How did this happen? He has several deep cuts on both arms, who is he anyway I don't recognize him?" once she asked her questions she kissed his forehead to activate her quirk. "He's a Suicidal kid I found on patrol about to jump off some middle school. I didn't know where
He lived so I called nezu to see if he could stay here until I could contact his parents but his mother died in that villain attack on the news earlier. he probably went through my things I my bathroom that was right before he passed out a few minutes ago" I sighed
"I see, he should be OK for now bur he'll need to eat something to keep his stamina up, keep an eye on him too those were deep cuts that I had to heal." She wandered back to the teachers dorm building.