lulu had just left , i opened the door to see louis standing in the kitchen
"y/n please just listen, we really need to talk , i need to explain " he said while walking up to me
i just stared at the floor i couldn't even look at him , i couldn't think of him doing that to himself
"y/n , my y/n please" he said
"louis please im not your y/n , im not your anything ok , everything we had is over" i said
"over? darling please , please dont do this to me" he said , i could hear his voice cracking but i couldn't i couldn't hurt him or myself anymore
"stop it louis please , i dont want to be with you , i cant be with you , i dont want to be with someone who i argue with every time i see them , i dont want to be with someone that doesnt make me cry every time i see their face" i said
"but y/n please , please y/n " he grabbed my arm
"LOUIS OW" i cried out
"PLEASE Y/N , YOU ARE MY LIFE" he grabbed my arm tighter
"OW LOUIS STOP IT AH" tears streamed out of my eyes
he grabbed my arm and dragged me to the table pushing me into it
"you will talk to me , you will be mine y/n" he said
i looked into his eyes , they were ?red
NO LOUIS , HES BEEN DOING DRUGS SHIT NO NO NO
HE TOLD ME ONE TIME HE WAS OUT WITH FINLAY AND FINLAY FORCED HIM TO DO DRUGS AND WHEN LOUIS WENT HOME HE WENT LIKE I DON'T KNOW PHYSCO-
"y/n , get up now" he said
"GET UP YOU BITCH" he screamed
"louis listen to me , look at me" i grabbed his face
"calm louis , calm" i whispered
"IVE HAD ENOUGH OF LISTENING Y/N " he grabbed my wrists and shoved me down , i blacked out
i woke up in the kitchen , louis was sitting by me , we had been sat here for about 4 hours
"y/n , y/n im so sorry , y/n please im sorry" he lay a kiss upon my forehead but i didnt get sparks like i used to , i felt a wave of tears crash over me
"you pushed me louis , YOU HURT ME LOUIS" i said while putting my arms over my head and covering my ears
"darling im so sorry , fin got me high again , im so sorry i shouldnt have done it , i know what happens , darling please " i heard him say but it way quiet because i had my ears covered
"lulu" i said while lifting my head up
"what , yes i have done this y/n it was a mistake" he said while grabbing my face and kissing me over and over again
"get off of me , YOU HURT LULU MULTIPLE TIMES , NOT JUST THE ONCE" i shouted
"what, no i didnt y/n please , i didnt" he said again smothering me with kisses
"GET OFF LOUIS , IM LEAVING , WHEN I GET BACK YOU BETTER BE GONE" i said while grabbing my stuff and leaving
ive never ran out of somewhere quicker , i was in so much pain , mentally and physically , i didnt realise he was this bad once he had smoked
i ran to lulu's cabin and banged on the door multiple times , tears pouring out of my eyes , mascara and eyeshadow running down my face and multiple cuts and bruises
YOU ARE READING
Darling ~ a louis partridge story
Romancea little bit from the story : his head pressed against my shoulder, is it really him i question myself , the real louis partridge asleep on my shoulder , I allow him to sleep for a while but as soon as he awoke my heart dropped , it was really him...
