Beautiful Disaster

And what

they talked

jenny: your not nervous about roman being out in the streets again?

osvelia: i am but he knows what hes doing he kinda signed his soul away so there's that

jenny: yea i know so lets get back to this pregnancy

osvelia turned to her

osvelia: i was waiting for him to leave

jenny: what he doesn't know he ain't the daddy? cuz the math ain't mathin? to me?

osvelia: no he knows .. i figured it out after adrian told me he had been taking the condom off while we you know i freaked out and well yea once i confirmed it he said he would step up for this lil one he loved me and i love him huh

jenny: you sound so convincing you know you dont need to be with someone to raise this lil one?

osvelia: no no dont think like that stupid i love brandon i should've stayed with him done it all with him but i was stupid ya know and in pain .. adrian was just a distraction a fucking mistake i swear .. but i want to be with Brandon i missed him so much i love him with all my heart i just feel like im trapping him hes reassured me that he'll love this lil one like his own and he'll be there for me no matter what

she said as she sat down across from her at the kitchen table ..

jenny: dam where can i find myself one like that haha but i get what you mean its the hormones though i know brandon will be such a good dad but whats your plan cuz

osvelia: only you and darky and moni know about me being pregnant no one else does besides brandon so im gonna keep it a secret until i cant hide it anymore hopefully no one does the math or whatever

jenny: i doubt anyone will say anything adrian moved in with cynthia brianas chasing her around fucking town so the heats off of you

osvelia: your kidding me? she just gave birth didnt she?

jenny: yea she did babygirls healthy her sister told me she was talking to my brother the other day when i rolled up to pick him up from school

osvelia nodded

jenny: whats that face for?

osvelia: my lil one has a sibling .. fuck huh

jenny: im sorry ozzy you didnt deserve all this with the heart you got

osvelia: i can care less about my heart im mad at myself but its not this lil ones fault i was out there doing dumb shit and adrian did me hella dirty i rather be pregnant than have an std he was bouncing from bitch to bitch

jenny: yea thats true but look talk to Brandon be adults work get your shit together your a mama of 3 now

osvelia: whos the third?

jenny: roman haha

they laughed as the day went by

Monique: so we cant tell anyone? not even mom?

osvelia: no not even mom

Monique: and dad?

osvelia looked at her and nodded

osvelia: when he has free time we'll go visit him and tell him ..but for now it stays between us anyone asks say no

Monique: i dont get it though why dont you want anyone to know who cares?

osvelia: because of adrian i wanna avoid all of that ya know?

monique: true true wheres roman?

osvelia: i dont know but i have to go buy some groceries wanna come?

monique: yea i need more snacks roman made all my chips into burritos

osvelia: ay they where good though haha

they went out and about ..

darky: if you dont deal with his ass then i will

brandon: you dont need that target on your back fuck him darky come on

darky: your to fucking nice brandon i love you your the brother i didnt get and im glad my sister has you but for that fucker to be walking around and talking the way he is come on?

brandon looked at him

darky: im not saying your nice but you are

brandon: its because i know how adrian does his shit hes talking because he knows we're together again and hes gonna push me to do shit its a family thing .. if he crosses the line then ill deal with it

darky: hes not saying her name but if i hear it hes done i dont care about the family connection either

brandon: trust me it wont be you ending his bitch ass forreals did you see the text from ozzy shes looking for you?

darky: yea they want to go see my dad but i dont want to yet

brandon: i thought you wanted to?

darky: yea you try going to go see someone thats dead because of you

brandon stepped back and looked at him

darky: fuck look

brandon: i knew the happy sappy shit was a cover up what you hiding haw? you good?

darky: im happy to be out and happy to be an uncle but seeing my mom with another man then all of that it just hits more i caused all of it when i know i didnt because he threw me ya know im just trying to get threw it ill be ok

brandon: why not start by going to go visit him help ozzy she hasn't gone since your arrest

darky: yea i should go fuck it i guess

while they got ready to go home the girls shopped

osvelia: these cravings arent that bad i was eating a lot of burgers last week then the week before was tacos

Monique: makes sense why you where being so mean or is that natural

osvelia: dumb haha

they walked around

adrian: ozzy?

she froze when she heard him .. she shook it off and kept walking around as Monique walked back to her

monique: i hope its a girl look at this cute dress can we get it?

adrian: are you pregnant?

osvelia froze and turned he stood there looking at her

osvelia:first off its none of your business second no its for a cousin so fuck off

Monique: you heard her fuck off

adrian: ozzy if you are

osvelia: if I am what? it ain't yours trust me and you even told me good luck didnt you? so fuck off leave me alone im not playing anymore

he nodded and stepped back