back to you - 1

been like this

                                       bros💯:

neymar: Guys can we hang out like later on today, I really need your help

kylian: yes like old times bro

achraf: ^^^

verratti: 😁😁😁😁

seen by lionel messi

kylians pov:

'omg let me see, what are you hiding from me?'

'nothing selena, can you just stop it', i accident spit out in a rude tone.

things have been slightly... odd between me and selena these past few weeks, i love her to death i can't imagine my life without her but we have been through so many arguments and it's getting toxic. to be honest it is not her, getting knocked out of the  champions league vs man city  had a big toll on both of us, i really wanted to guide my club to glory, i renewed with paris for this exact reason. however i knew that selena tried to comfort me, i kept pushing her away. loss after loss and everything going on on social media has an effect on me, i've tried to keep away from the negativity,  i just couldn't and i have now been looking into a getting a therapist. i know selena already goes to therapy way before she met me, she's stopped recently but the 2 of us together is not a good match when we are heated.

'why are you being so rude to me for, what have i done now?' 'i was literally only joking with, you do what you want with your stupid phone, jesus christ', selena bitterly hissed.

i hate when people have an attitude towards me when i have done nothing.

'what's with your attitude, why are you speaking to me in that tone?'

'that tone kylian, what do you mean that tone?' 'i actually don't know what your problem is, you've literally become so bitter... why?' selena says in a softer tone

in this moment of time i hate to see so sensitive but i knew she had a point and i couldn't stay with her like this for the sake of her mental health and mine. i let out a big sigh.

i thought i'd go to ney's early so i quickly picked up one of my back bags and discretely slipped  a few staple clothes that i would wear. i quickly made the decision to stay at ney's house without even telling him.

i quickly head downstairs to see selena on the couch just watching television, she looks at me rolls her eyes, giving me her iconic dirty look then focuses back on her netflix series.

i quickly head out and drive to neymar's house, i blasted some french rap out in the car to get selena of my mind but i couldn't.

i wonder why ney even called us boys only, this is never the case.

selenas pov:
                                 jessica💟
me: he's literally done it again jess :/ i literally haven't done anything wrong i don't understand

jess: leave him, he's prob still pissed off about the match

me: it's literally been WEEKS, he can't keep treating me like this and going on like this himself.

jess: No you're right sel❤️ he is a grown man. he needs to sort himself out before it's too late

me: why did i even come to paris. this was literally the biggest mistake of my life cause i've fallen hard... way too hard jess.

🎧 sel's music

'See you've been changing, baby
In good ways and bad ways
Can't say what I say, it's far too late
And I think you made me, baby
Made me too nervous
Crying and this hurt and I gotta tell you why'

'Ever since you've been like this
Baby, I don't really wanna be in like this '

'Who is fronting, babe?
We don't have fun these days
It's more than complicated,
Told me to stop my mind
When you gave up, I tried
I gave you all this time
Gave you my everything'

'Said I was actin' out of line, maybe
Can't put my trauma to the side
When you told me I was lyin'
Had me feelin' like I died, baby'