If You Can't Hang

One

Sky

Sitting on my balcony outside of my bedroom drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette is not how I thought tonight would go.

Two hours ago I was having dinner with my boyfriend of fours years. We were laughing and talking while we waited for our food to arrive.

About the time our meals came my phone goes off. I take it and look at the message on my Instagram that tells me I need to see this video. I opened it and saw my boyfriend having sex with another guy. He called him baby and other things. I looked up at my boyfriend and told him what I saw. He tried to tell me it wasn't what I thought it was.

Walking out of the restaurant to my Audi R8 convertible to get in I see my boyfriend chasing after me. I shook my head and got in and headed home.

My car is a metallic purple color I got for my eighteenth birthday.

As my phone keeps going off I keep ignoring it. I know who it is and what they want. Cruz needs to understand I need time to process what is going on and he won't let me do that in peace and quiet.

The song King For A Day plays again on my phone and I still ignore it. Soon my bedroom door opens and it's my twin brother Blue.

" Hey bro, what's going on? I keep hearing your phone go of?" He asked standing behind me.

" Cruz keeps calling and texting and he won't leave me alone with my thoughts." I say grabbing my beer taking a drink. Blue takes the bottle from me and takes a sip out of it and hands it back.

" what happen?" He asked.

I gave him the rundown and he is pissed. He wraps his arms around my waist and hugs me from behind.

" your not gonna stay with him are you?' He asked hopeful putting his chin on my shoulder.

" no I'm not I haven't officially broke up with him yet. After what I saw I just came home. He won't let me think things over first." That's when my phone goes off again. I sigh at it and not touch it. If my parents weren't on a plane I would turn it off. I have a height and flying phobia. I worry about their plane crashing. As long as I don't look down on my balcony I know I'm good plus the view out of my house is beautiful on the second story.

"Hello?" Shit Blue answered.

" He's not ready to talk to you. You need to give him time to process everything." Blue says.

" yes I saw the video myself and you cheated on my brother. How is that not what he thinks? You can clearly see your dick up the dudes ass. Just stop calling and texting. Let Sky come to you when he's ready." Blue says hanging up on Cruz. I hug my twin as a thank you.

Let me give you the rundown about myself. I'm Sky Smith and I'm twenty-one years old. I'm 5'11 tall and skinny with a six pack. My hair is shoulder length that's blue. My twin brother and I are identical twins. We even have the same hair color which is blue. My older Sister is Lavender with long hair that's pink. She also lives in our parents house and works with our mom. My younger sister Ruby is seventeen with long fire engine red hair. Our parents are weird at naming us. We love our name though. Our parents are very wealthy but they are amazing parents.

They are on their way back from New York and should be landing soon.

Still standing outside in my black skinny jeans with holes in the knees and a Pierce The Veil shirt on. Black studded belt and my vans. My hair and clothes is all emo. I wear arm warmers to hide my scars. I used to self harm when I was teenager. I work at Hot Topic as well while finishing up college.

I took a deep breath and headed down to the studio we have in the house to play my drums. I also play guitar as well as Blue. We love to jam together.

Setting everything up I get behind my drums and I start playing If You Can't Hang by Sleeping With Sirens. It feels food getting all my frustrations out on my drums. I go through few more songs like King For A Day by Pierce The Veil.

After I'm done I head up to my room to shower and bed since I have classes in the morning. While I was walking up the stairs I texted Cruz and said " If you can't hang then there's the door baby". I met a boy at 17 and he ment the world to me and I gave him everything and he turned out to be a cheat.