When you miss someone, what do you do?
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Kaye
9:51pm, May 18
Text Message:
My eyes are sore cause I can’t see you. My arms are empty cause I can’t hold you. My lips are cold cause I can’t kiss you. But my heart is broken cause I’m not with you.
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msta?
Just sent a group message to my friends, including Miko, my ex, that I still have feelings for.
Don't get me wrong, we didn't break up in a bad way. There are just complicated things happening in his life and he chose to stay single until everything's fine.
And I understand that..
So I chose to wait for that time when he's finally ready.
Because that's just how I love him.
going back....
* beep *
I got a reply, and it's the only reply I received after sending it to 16 people.
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Miko: Hehe para sakin bayan :-)
Me: haha..oo e. miss na kita.. :)
Miko :-) miss moko sya tara na.
Me: tara daw e. saan? Hahaha
Miko: Tara matulog hehe :-D
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The next day..
4:45pm, May 19
I have an onboarding Training by 6pm. But I still have to buy some personal stuff from the grocery store.
There are 3 grocery stores in our place, and Miko works in one of them, which is also the farthest from our home.
I went to the nearest, but left immediately and thought of going to where he works.
But I felt shy to show up so I decided to go to the 2nd nearest grocery store.
But when I got there, I stopped by the entrance and thought hard.
I really wanted to see him.
So I've put myself together and walked to the grocery store where he works.
I'm infront of the store, thinking if I should go inside.
As I walk towards the entrance, I feel a bit nervous.
And I'm in.
I went to the coffee section to get what I had to buy, then walked further.
After getting everything I need, I started to look for him and I can't find him anywhere.
It came to my mind that maybe, he didn't report for work yet, or he's busy inside the warehouse.
I stayed for a little while, checking from time to time if he's in his post already.
I really want to see him. But when I started to lose hope, as I was standing near the opening of the warehouse, there's this cart full of boxes of goods coming out and I unconsciously waited to see the person pushing it.
To my surprise, it was Miko pushing the cart.
And when I saw it was him, I instantly smiled.
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If you miss someone, you could always let the person know. Because who knows, maybe he/she misses you too.
And it's not enough to just tell them, you could always do something to show them that you are sincere or that you meant what you said, like visiting them, making an effort to see them.
:)
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Thank you for reading! ;)
