chapter 1

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How sad it seems I die to bad. I'm lily I was a child of a famous aristocrat I had been injured when I was young when the tendons in my Lages where damage making me unable to walk

Well it was not an accident but a terrible ploy by my younger sister by father didn't care really he hope I'd die as it was hard to marry off a disabled merchandise

When I was thirteen it was found that I had a illness that would paralyzed me from the the neck up and I would die

But the vary day we went to the doctor and learned the terrible news I began writing story's in my head I was left alone by a maid in one of the studies with a type writer

A butler was at the door I didn't notice the time fly and it had been two and a half hours when my father came and banished be to the annex

I didn't understand I was used to make my family look good by making them seem generous

My Lages when not that bad I could stand but after some hours I would fell some pain and I could walk but for only a hour before my Lages curled and give out with out warning

I was keep in a week chair for most the time all thought out winter and I would only move to sit on a bench in autumn some times I would talk but only with those from Cain things and only to stretch

I was always looked after my father was neutral and made sure I had the essentials and was given some extra treatment

He often shut up anyone talking about my disability but he was fine he would give anything I wanted he never went out of his way to do anything else

He saw my sister as a political tool she was obsessed over finding true love and wanted father to love her but she was given the essentials but nothing more he would give her alot of jewels and clothes but that was to make her look pretty to sell

She had a strick diet but I was given anything I asked to eat she hated me she often talked down at me but I often asked father if I looked decent he would compliment me or more or less tell me that I was good looking

To be truthful I was vary beautiful my sister was average but she was a light blond and had brown eye but looked average to both me and father

When I showed father I had vary good writing skills I was brought to the main house he had me come up with my sister's speech and other thing but no one knew my talent

He made a profit off .e and would use me it was to pay back my meals but I didn't care plus the note that got my sister her husband was made by me and I talked to him as my self so he loves me not her it's fun to remind her he fell for my words

I was given a book by my brother in-law when I was 25 I lost my ability to talk my father made alot of money off me

He made sure I was spoiled and pretend to care he was an emotion less man and I know could never love anyone but it was nice to see my sister mad at our fathers softness

But I was surprised when he read books to me he read a prototype of a book

I liked it and hoped I would hear the finished book I wanted to meet the writer but I also didn't want people to see me like this

Al least my father keep anyone from seeing me like this my sister wanted to profit from my pitiful state but no outsider were to see me like this

An order from father but things where so painful

Mu father visted me he used he healing magic to let me say my final wish

"Please say your wish the price don't matter"

He said stoic fish eyes where white and he had brown hair like mine

"Painless death"

He sighed.

"Vary well I will fulfill your wish"

He walked out of the room and returned I was given a lot of entertainment that day I didn't see my sister than she and her husband live in the same hours but I didn't see her she often came to annoy me

He had a plate with a vile on it

"I brought the most painless poison I got you won't know your dying please sleep well my child"

'ha you can't love anyone what a lier '

Hello hostess rewards for activation of system

(New star)

You may go back to your younger self or just start all over again.

What say you hostess?

"I want to restart everything and live with no chance of illnesses and be healthy"

I see so system will load your wish now

Starting customizable system new world

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