Forever together, even after death. (Goldenduo) (Editing)

sorry for not updating as fast as the start of my book. (here's my explanation)

Hey guys. I know I haven't been updating alot lately but I've been so busy with school and my mental health and shit like that. I've been trying to work on the next chapter as much as I can but I couldn't because something happened 2 days ago. I can't say all the details but all I could say is that my house has burnt down and my parents broke up (again) everything has been going to shit and I haven't been able to take time to up date the book/chapters I've been working on. I'm currently at my cousin's house. The rest of my family is at my other auntie's house. We are going to be moving to a place that's an hour away from the place we lived before. The sad thing about all of this is that I tried so hard to try and save my cats but I could only save one. I ran back into the burning house and tried to get them but I couldn't find them. Yesterday I went back to what once my house and tried to look for them but they didn't come when I called them. I really hoped they were okay but I was wrong. They were Infact not okay or alright or anything like that. I was willing to sacrifice myself just for those cats. They were just baby's. (They were just baby's to me. They were all like 1-2-3 years old. One of them were I'm pretty sure 7 years old) I hate that I didn't save them. They were my baby's. At least my sister saved her bird and the 3 dogs. I hate myself for not grabbed Lucifer when I grabbed Leroy but I left him and ran out the house and called 911. After I realized what I did, It was to late. He was right next to Leroy but I wasn't thinking. I was panicking and trying to keep myself together for my siblings. I hate this I hate this I hate this I hate this. They were just baby's. My baby's. I'm trying so hard to update but I've been working on other things first. I'm trying to hard guys. I hope you guys understand and if you need more details I'll be re-writing this A/N. Just comment if you want and update. Anyways here's a picture of what my house looked like after the fire.

It was still smoking when I got there. I called them and called them but no one came. And yes I live in Canada but the snow doesn't stop fire. Neither did those fire trucks. They're water was frozen. That's how cold it was that night. Bro I just wanted them to be okay. They were my baby's. These are 2 of the 3 I couldn't save.

The other cat's picture I can't find. But I miss him alot. His name was Simon or babe's. One of the two names. He had to names because my sister didn't like calling him Simon. He was orange and he had scars on his face and he looked kind of like a alleyway cat but a little fluffier. Those 2 picture's or both from videos of them that I couldn't put on a chapter. The gray and white one are was fighting me in that video where I got the ss from. He was a good cat. He always liked to play and he always liked to jump around. But now he's gone. And the orange one of named captain and he was a very old cat but he was still my baby. He always liked having belly rubs but Thursday was the day where he didn't want/care about the belly rubs. He was such a cute cat. He was a very loving and caring cat. He was such a good boy. I hate that I couldn't find them. They ran and hid. I wish I stayed in there a little longer and tried to find them but I couldn't. It was burning to fast. My baby's are gone. Forever. I'm sorry if this made you guys feel like shit but I just wanted to give you guys a reason as to why I haven't been updating alot lately but now that I wrote this all out I feel like this is a little to much infection but it's the reason. I can't just you know. Delete the whole thing right after I wrote all this. But anyways I hope this helps with why I haven't been updating. I hope you guys have a good day/night. I sure won't be but yeah. Love you all and thanks so much for reading my book! You guys mean a lot to me :) bye guys! I'll update as soon as I possibly can! BYEEEE!!!!

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