My mom called us down for dinner. "Uh, I'm not really that hungry." Kendall said, still looking in his lap. "Neither am I." I said, even though I was starving. "I should get going.." Kendall said, standing up. "No, don't." I said placing my hands on his chest I could feel his muscles and his heart racing. "Please? For me?" I said and he sat back down. He looked like he was about to have a panic attack. "Are you ok?" I asked and he shook his head. "I'm still in love with you.. but I messed up, bad and I would never want you to be with a guy like me.. but I can't stand seeing you with James when you're all I've thought about for the past 4 & a half years. I don't even love Kaitlin. I never did! When we kissed in your room I thought I loved her too but she ended up being a bitch. I can't believe I lost you.. The most important thing in my life.. You're so beautiful and smart and you're just weird and silly and it's so cute! You're perfect to me. And if you just wanna be friends I understand that but if you're willing do give me a second chance, I'll take it." Kendall said nervously. I just stood there In shock. He got up off the bed and kissed me. His lips were so soft and it felt so good but I snapped back into reality and pushed him away. "What the hell?" I screamed and he panicked. "I-uh-um-idk I'm sorry idk why I did that I just ugh I'm sorry." He said stuttering. I started to cry. "James is gonna kill me." I whined and he came closer to me and put his right hand on my waist. "Shh don't cry Cass, James doesn't have to know." He said and I looked up at him. He slowly leaned in for another kiss, and so did I. I know what I was doing was wrong, but it felt so right! He laid down on the bed and I fell on top of him. We both giggled. Next thing I knew the kissing got a little more intense and his hands were grabbing my ass. I grinded my hips agains against his and a slight moan came out. He slowly slid his hands into my pants and started to finger me. He kissed my neck, making it even more pleasurable. "Kendall?" I said breathing heavily. "Yeah baby girl?" He said, not stopping. "You haven't called me that in sooo long, I love it." I said, with a slight moan. "do you wanna?" I asked and he nodded. Kendall took off his shirt with his teeth, sucking on my boob once he got it off. We took everything off and I got on top of him. "Faster." He said and I listened. All I could hear was the sound of me breathing and Kendall moaning. He pulled my hair back and I got goosebumps. "Yes.." I said quietly, and I started going faster. "I'm about to cum." He grunted and his white stuff went inside of me. "Honey, are you coming down for dinner?" My mom screamed from down stairs and I quickly got dressed. As did Kendall. "No mom we're not hungry." I said and she just left it at that. Things got quiet between me and Kendall. What the fuck did I just do..
