For the next few weeks, we were practicing like Hell! I slipped into my bed, my arms throbbing, head splitting, legs broken. I was absolutely shattered. For some reason I just could'nt sleep, Not one wink. I decided to go onto twitter, I searched through my followers and for some reason, the number of my followers increased rapidly. Then I noticed a special someone there. The perfect face, features, eyes... blue, dazzling. Niall Horan was following me! I wondered why and how? How would he even find me. Probably by my profile picture, me, Kit and Taylor. I instantly followed him back. I scanned further into my follower list when I came across a name. A Name! I frowned instantly, My heartbeat increasing by the second. Bill! I threw my face onto the bed and started to pull my hair, it was hurting but Bill! How? I just prayed for days, weeks, months that this would'nt be the case. I knew he would do it this way, this is how he rolled. I wanted to run.. run ... away from everything.
My phone rang second later, I cleared my tears and took a deep breath, probably the deapest breath I had ever taken. "Hullo?" I said shaking dramatically and this was being brave.
"Hey Sexy, Ive been missing you baby" The sly tone was cutting away at me, first flesh, brain then heart. Tearing me apart to NOTHING!
I had to think fast, I put the phone down as fast as I could, I threw my phone onto the wall causing it to smash into small pieces before landing on the floor which made the phone crack into smaller bits. "Aaghhh" Looking up in desperation, I couldn't help but burst out crying. What had ever gone right? It was going to cost a lot to get a new phone and now wasn't the best of times. Tears spurting down my puffy face.
Taylor barged in during this, she never knew about Bill, no one did, and I planned it to stay that way. He was the past and would certainly reamain there. "Bella?" Taylor gulped and ran over to me crashing herself next to me. She flung her bag onto the sofa and rubbed my back softly.
"Whats happened?" Her tone turning slightly firm but still full of concern.
"Nothing, just not well" I tried to cover everything up but Taylor knew me well, better than anyone. She knew I was lying. Always did. It was as though I had LIE written across my forehead.
"Bella, please.. Is it Kit?, your mum?, dad?". she was getting slightly frightened when she said my dad. She knew about everything. The torture, bruises, scars , the run, everything but not everything... There was One thing, One person, One Life, I hadn't told her about. I couldn't keep it in me anymore.
"BILL!" I shouted clencing my fists as much as I could.
"Who?"
"Come on Bells.. You can tell me anything". She gave me an awkward hug but I just pulled away. A deep frown appearing on her forehead. "I havn't told you about him and that because".. My voice was breaking away by the second but I knew inside me that I had to keep strong.
"huh.." Question written all over her.
"Bill was my boyfriend but I had to stay with him, he was like my dad. I coudn't escape from him and when i came to London, thats one of the reasons why. " Sniffling in between.. "He used to beat me and leave scarrs on me."
"It's O.K Bella, you can tell me"
The door flung open and Kit appeared. I wiped my face vigorously and turned so he wouldn't notice but how could you not notice a red, puffy face?
"Now isnt the best time" Taylor mouthed over to him. He took the hint and left. I felt so ashamed. Ashamed of my past. I scrambled over to my bedroom, flung the door open and sat myself onto the bed, creasing all the covers.
Taylor soon came and rubbed my back gently.I wanted to get this all of my chest so I carried on...
"He even put me into hospital 3 times in 2 years." Taylor's face widened and I could see her face, she was pitiying me. I hated pity, never needed it. That's why I didn't go into depth with this Past!
"I had to lie to cover him up, they even carried out a full enquiry but Bill got away with it, he always did!"
FLASHBACK
"Belaa I know you lorvee mee" His words slurring but clear enough to know what he was going to do next. "Yess.. I do" Them words were like torture.
"Say itt, say you lurvee mee" Bill knelt down to me and pulled my ear closer to his. "Go on.." He whispered into my ear, half spitting.
"I cant" I muttered to myself. He heard me! He flung me down flat, sat beside me and slapped my face, grabbed my hair "DON'T YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN" His actions told it all, he lost his temper once again, He pulled a chair closer and threw it onto my back, the chair was heavy on it's own but with Bills weight and strength I couldn't survive. I gave in, something I wouldn't normally do but the pain..!
"I love you, promise.. just please stop!" I pleaded desperately.
"Aww.. Poor Bella wella wants me to stop? Well, Too late!" He laughed it all of and stood on me and threw the chair onto me for the last time. For Now..
I woke up to a hospital room "Hello dear, are you O.K? Your boyfriend here has been filling us in about the little accident you had.
"Huh.." I looked confused and wanted them to know that. Not now, not ever was Bill going to get away with this.
Like always, he did...
He asked them to leave us for a minute and so they did.
"We'll talk to you later Bella if thats O.K?"
"Ye sure" I muttered, frowning
As soon as they went, Bill closed the curtains and made his way over to me. "Right heres the story And make YOU FOLLOW IT!" He was breathing in my face, ready to pounce on me.
"No" I answered weakly "I'm going to tell them the truth"
Just as I said that, I saw a hand punch me in the face. I fainted and fell asleep.
END OF FLASHBACK..
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