Block b

Taeil- Not again

We all talked about this....
But yet they wouldn't hear me out....
Being alone....
All the time....
It doesn't help me with my mind set....

The other guys always pair up and with only being 7 of us, I'm the one thats not with someone. When in group situations, like dinners they always exclude me from conversation and they go on about me not being happy all the time.

As I lay in my bed with nothing else to do I hear a voice saying my name.
"Taeil, we are going out tonight, wanna join?" It was Jaehyo. I loved how he had at least thought of me before they left but that still made no difference.
"No." I say bluntly
"Naww why not." He sulks with his bottom pocking out.
"I'm not up to it." Pulling the covers over my head. I felt a force that stopped me.
"Ok you haven't been 'up to it' for a few weeks now, you seem like you have fun whem we go out."
Hearing those word made me boil up inside. Isn't it a bit clear that I'm not happy with all this BULLSHIT (sorry for language). "Yea? Well isn't that a bit funny huh?" Sarcasm escapes my lips.
"YO JAEHYO THE TAXI IS HERE." I roll my eyes at the sound of PO's voice.
"HOLD ON IM TALKING TO TAEIL." Jaehyo yells back.
"IF YOUR TRYING TO CONVINCE HIM TO COME, DONT HE WONT GO, IVE TRIED ALREADY." Park Kyung joins in the conversation. Its true though, Park Kyung has tried.
"Just leave me alone Jaehyo." Finally getting a word in. Realizing that Jaehyo let go of my blankets, I forced them over my head trying to escape the noise. Murmurs are all I hear and the front door being slammed shut. Why am I feeling so emotional....why am I doubting everything. Something sled down my cheek....something hot....tears?
I feel my eyes watering up even more to the point where I can't see a thing apart from blur. Never knew that crying can be so tiring.

~~Next morning~~

"Yo Taeil, we got a meeting soon so better get up now." Who's perky this hour in the morning? Oh...U-Kwon. Can i
I please just miss todays meeting?
"B-Bomb and Zico and making lunch and then we are heading off, alright?"
"Ehhhhhhhh" Right now that practically my response to everything.
Please just go U-Kwon.
"You haven't been very energetic lately."
WOW could you more of a dumbass?
"Yea whatever." I murmur under my breath. I hear foot steps leading towards the door...finally alone.
Ehhhh lets just get this over and done with.
Dragging my feet on the flood was a hard thing to do but since I was practically starving to death it pretty much kept me moving.
"HEY! Look whos out of bed!" Exclaim Zico
Everyone laughed but soon fell silent once I gave everyone a death stare.
"Taeil, why do you have to be so angry all the time, you have been for the past few weeks, at least tell us what we are doing wrong." I heard a stern voice coming from B-Bomb. The whole dorm wnet silent again.
"You know what I will tell you, you guy keep on excluding me from everything that you all do. You always have to go in bloody pairs which leaves me alone AND I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR A FEW MONTHS NOW AND YOU GUYS DONT REALIZE THAT IM SICK AND TIRED OF BEING ALONE!" It gave me a shock after I finished yelling...I never had to raise my voice like that ever. It got me into shock that I felt like crying all over again. Everything going blurry yet again...tear just won't stop streaming down my face
"T-Taeil d-don't cry." I could tell in PO's voice that he felt awkward about me crying.
I hear murmurs coming closer and closer.
Then finally human touch... (warning: cheesiness ahead)
"We are sorry Taeil." Whispered Park kyung.
"We, as members of Block B remember to look out and care for one another with in the group." Zico speaking to all of us
"Now who are we?" Zico smirked
As well as the rest of us
"Who do you wanna be? BLOCK B!"

(A/N): Hey Beautiful BBC hoped you liked the story. Sorry if it was to cheesy, short or just plain out bad. Comment who you would like next and I serious hope I get better along the way.
Ok Kayia-chan over and out (too weird?)