I Love You So II Junhwan Fanfiction II Double B Fanfiction II

You're so cute!!!

I'm very sorry if this ends up turning into crap when I finish with it. -_-|| This story is also like continuing, so like if not all the chapters are out right away it's because they haven't been written or I'm to lazy to write. So back to talking about this story it looks like B.I and Jay are together in the start, but thier not. *I just wanted to make that clear*

Jinhwan swung back and forth on the swing. Hanbin hummed softly next to the elder. Hanbin stole a glance at the other before turning his gaze back to the ground. This silence continued for a couple more minutes before Hanbin broke it.

"How was school?" He asked bluntly.

"I-ah," Jinhwan stutterd. Even though he trusted Hanbin, having many anxiety and socialism problems it still made it hard when talking. "f-fine."

Hanbin checked is phone. "Hyung, we should probably get back to our dorm."

"O-Oh...hmh." Jinhwan carefully slid himself off the swing. He cautiously jumped over a puddle before he landed on the pavement. Hanbin stood up to and rested his arm around the others shoulders as they walked.

The school's campus wasn't that far of a stroll from the park the two boys were at. Jinhwan pulled his hood over his face as the crowed grew thicker the closer they headed for the dorms building. Jinhwan's hypersensitivity kicked in to the commotion around him. He stopped in his tracks. Jinhwan closed his eyes and thought to himself, "Why can't I be normal?"

Tears came to him as darkness crawled in everywhere around him. He felt a tug on his sleeve and something pull him forwards. Still having his eyes shut he could tell the noise was fading the farther he followed the person dragging him. He slowly loosened his grip on his ears. Though he kept I'd eyes closed he continued to let the person lead him away.

"You're safe now Jinani," Jinhwan heard Hanbin's voice say from somewhere in the darkness. He slowly opened his eyes to find that he was in his dorm, he looked up, Hanbin stood and smiled back at him, his smile soon dropped once Jinhwan had looked at him. I took a second for the elder to realize that he had been crying. "Stupid tears!" He thought as he shivered when he wiped them away. Hanbin grabbed a blanket from the chair next to them. He drapped it over Jinhwan's shoulders. Jinhwan embarrassingly smiled as he hugged the blanket tight around himself to block out the world's cold exterior.

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"Boy you're hot!" Hanbin thought as he looked at Jinhwan cuddle up with the blanket.

"So why did you freeze back there?" Hanbin asked. He instantly regretted asking the poor boy that question. Though they had been friends for over seven years, sometimes he forgot how sensitive Jinhwan was.

"I'm sorry!" He sheepesly admitted as he tried to comfort the smaller. It was to late though, Jinhwan had already broken out into tears.

"No, it's, f-fine." He managed to choke out between each sob. "M-my an-anxity-ty." He completely lost it. Jinhwan's hands started to tremble, and his breathing sped up.

Hanbin gingerly rapped his hands around Jinhwan and led him into his bedroom. He fought the urge to lie down with the elder has he set him down and pulled the covers over him. Hanbin went over and shut the shades. Before he walked out the door and shut the lights he glanced back one last time to look at the small male. "Why do you have to be so cute?!" Hanbin yelled to himself.

He shut the door behind him as he headed towards the living room. He plopped himself down onto he couch and turned on the TV. He thoughtfully turned down the volume careful not to disrupt Jinhwan's sleep that he desperately needed. Was caring for Jinhwan hard? Well yes, it was like caring for a child. He always needed someone to look out for him. Or he'd freeze up like he did today. Jinhwan's anxiety definitely made it hard on the elder to do simple tasks like, have conversations, take part in activities, or even taking care of himself. For instances, choosing what to eat. Missing one day of eating wouldn't harm anyone, but doing that for your whole life?

This is why Jinhwan needed Hanbin, to keep him living. But Hanbin also needed Jinhwan for an equal reason... for his love. Hanbin had fallen for Jinhwan sense the first time they had interacted. It was in 6th grade, Jinhwan had just moved to Seoul from Jeju Islands. But when Jinhwan had gotten bullied for not speaking the whole day in the hall. Hanbin saved his back and was able to gain his friendship with the small being. That was the day he had found out he had a crush and was gay. Luckily, Hanbin had also made some other friends throughout the years, unlike Jinhwan, Hanbin's friends were, Kim Dongkyuk, Song Yunhyeong, and Jung Chanwoo. Yunhyeong and Dongkyuk were now dating, and Chanwoo was making everyone fall in love.

As Hanbin now thought of it as he watched one of his favorite K-dramas, One of Us is Lying, he wondered why he hadn't asked Chanwoo to make him and Jinhwan fall in love with each other. He pulled out his phone and texted Chanwoo.

Texting Real Cupid~

Me: Hey hyung

Real Cupid: What the heck man!!! Why you texting me so late!!!

Me: I need to ask you something very important!!!

Real Cupid: =_= what???

Me: Can you make me and Jinhwan fall in love please!!!!!

Real Cupid: HECK NO MAN!!! That boy won't let me near him! Even if I try he'll probably end up crying thier's no way! Even if he would let me are you sure he's even gay??? Plus in order for me to make someone fall in love they need to be able to talk.

Me: Pleaseeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm begging you, I really like him. He's just so sweet and shy and his anxiety is so hard. I love him deeply and he need to make him feel they same way about me!!!!!!!

Real Cupid: NOOOO WAYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Real Cupid left~

Hanbin slammed his phone down onto the couch and silently screamed in his head. He curled up in to a ball and cried himself to sleep, thinking about how him and Jinhwan would never be together.