I Love You So II Junhwan Fanfiction II Double B Fanfiction II

You have to help yourself

The last chapter was over 1K words so don't expect the chapter's to be that long from here on out. I'm aiming for about 800 words, so ya. I think in this chapter I'm gonna have the start of Junhwan but you know. I defintly am going to have some type of anxiety melt down for Jinhwan.

Hanbin awoke to find Jinhwan kneeling at the other edge of the couch. And he was only in his boxers.

"Go put some clothes on." Hanbin grumbled as he sat.

"Why?" Jinhwan asked, he looked out the window to the Han river.

"Because," Hanbin started, but was cut of by a yawn. "Have you at least had something to eat?"

As he expected, Jinhwan shook his head no. This is what he loved about Jinhwan, he always needed someone to look after him. No other male could take care of Jinhwan like Hanbin did. He slowly stood up and looked over at Jinhwan.

"Let's go get you something to wear."

"I don't want to." Hanbin could see the tears starting to fall from the elders eyes.

"Please Jinani!" Hanbin begged. He reached out and lightly touched the boys shoulder's and turned him around to face him. Hanbin slowly moved his hand down to Jinhwan's hand and carefully tugged the boy over to his room.

Jinhwan fell down onto his bed and curled up to cry. Hanbin made his way over to Jinhwan's closet. He picked out a gray sweat-shirt, and some light blue ripped jeans.

"I'm going to leave so that you can get dressed in privicy. I expect you to do that while I'm gone. I'll be back to check on you soon." And with that he left. He didn't accidentally and up seeing Jinhwan with out a shirt any longer than he could stand without making out with him on the spot.

Hanbin walked over towards the kitchen, he made some hard boiled eggs (Jinhwan's favorite) and bacon.

...

The door closed behind Hanbin as he left. Jinhwan grabbed the clothes that he had layed out for him. Jinhwan slid the pants over his legs and pulled the sweat-shirt over his head. He wiped the tears from his eyes as he stood up. But quickly fell back down. He tugged on his sleeves and wiped his neck. 

"I-I d-don't think I c-can do-do t-this-s" He cried to himself. His anxiety crawled over him like a thick blanket. It stopped him from screaming for help. This was why his parents had left him at the school. "They didn't like me, no one liked him, nobody wanted him, he wasn't needed, no person cared." His stomach grumbled snapping him from his trance. He couldn't eat anything though, he didn't know what to eat. He dicided though to still go out and wait for Hanbin to get ready.

"Jinani!" 

Jinhwan covered his ears and shrunk down a little. Hanbin covered his mouth and lowered his volume a little before continueing.

"I didn't think you'd come out."

Jinhwan dropped his hands before he whispered. "I-ah th-thought- I-I s-sh-should-d."Hanbin's face lit up when he said. 

"I made you breakfast."

"O-oh,"

"Anything wrong Jinani?" Hanbin asked as he reached for his hand and led him to the kitchen.

Jinhwan just shook his head.

Time skip~

Jinhwan quietly sat down at the empty table in Science. It was a shame that Hanbin also didn't have class with him. Every other class they had together, expect for they had diffrent Science teachers.

Hanbin had Mr. Lee, and Jinhwan had Mrs. Choi.

Mrs. Choi walked in just after the bell rang. Behind her, a tall black haired male followed her in.

"This is Koo Junhoe." She introduced, the boy bowed. Jinhwan looked around and realized that the only other seat open was next to him. Jinhwan silently prayed that the boy wouldn't sit next to him.

"You can sit over there next to Kim Jinhwan."

Jinhwan rubbed his hands together as he heard footsteps grow closer to him.

...

Junhoe walked down the aisle. "Kim Jinhwan, what a nice sounding name!" Junhoe thought as he swung his bag down next to his seat before he sat down. Junhoe glanced over at Jinhwan. The boy quickly stuffed a black object in his pocket. Junhoe thought about what the teacher had told him on his way over to the classroom. In his old class phones had been allowed. But in this class apparently they weren't.

Jinhwan looked up at Junhoe fear crossed his face, the thing was, Junhoe never wanted anyone to be afraid of him, even someone he had just met. Frankly they hadn't had a conversation yet, he still didn't want him to be scared of Junhoe. Junhoe thought about telling on Jinhwan he didn't. With Jinhwan's heart shaped freckle bellow his eye and his petite face, well, Junhoe couldn't say no. Not to this beautiful male. It was official, Kim Jinhwan was a catch.

Threw out the period, Junhoe couldn't stop stealing glances at the male. During one point of the class they had to partner up. All the girls climbed over Junhoe, trying to get picked. Junhoe just shrugged them off and said that he already had a partner, Jinhwan.

During the activity, Junhoe didn't care if he only did the work. As long as Junhoe got to sit next to the boy, he was satisfied.

"Alright class!" Mrs. Choi said as she clapped her hands together. "For the last part of this period, we will be working on chemical reactions! Head pack to one of the lab tables and get to work."

Junhoe stood up and followed Jinhwan over to one of the tables in the far back. Junhoe started to open the chemical reactions book and went to page 177 like the teacher had written on the board. Jinhwan gently lifted one of the beakers and it broke in his hand. Blood trickled out of the fist he had made with his fist.

Mrs. Choi walked over and noticed the shattered glass. She checked Jinhwan's hand. Tears had started to form in the corners of his eyes.

"Junhoe take Jinhwan to the infirmary!" The teacher instructed him.

"Are you okay?" Junhoe asked the small boy.

Jinhwan just let out a whimper. Junhoe chuckled to himself about how cute the small male was,but he quickly shook the gay talk out of his head.

Once they came to the infirmary Junhoe knocked on the door.

"Come in!" A voice yelled from inside. Junhoe opened the door.

"Poor thing." The nurse, Ms. Seong said sympatheticly.

A few tears had run down Jinhwan's cheeks. Junhoe quitely followed Ms. Seong as she led Jinhwan over to the sink. She rubbed of the blood and rapped his hand in a bandage before she made both boy's sit down in her office.

"Mr. Kim," She started as she scrolled at her computer. "I need to ask you a couple questions for the hospital visit."

"What?" Junhoe asked.

"The cuts on his hands need to be checked out, because of how deep they could have gone." She explained.

Junhoe leand back in the chair and nodded.

"What is your date of birth?" 

"2005" Junhoe had never, heard such a beautiful voice in his whole life. Jinhwan still looked down at the ground for the rest of the questions.

"Cause of injury?"

"G-Gla-ass B-Beak-ker, S-Science Class-s."

Junhoe looked at Jinhwan. He kept studdering uncontrollably. Junhoe wondered if this was why he had never head the male speak before.