✧Porchay has had enough of watching Kim walk away✧
Porchay shook his head, tears flowing down his cheeks as he watched Kim's back turn to him.This exact scene had happened before, but Porchay was tired of it. He was so sick and tired of the same ending.
"How could you hurt me like this Kimhan?" Porchay yelled. His legs went limp, causing him to fall to his knees.
Kim glanced behind his shoulder, his heart shattering due to the sight of the love of his life in so much agony.
Agony that he caused.
"Don't cry Chay, don't do this to me please" Kim murmured, his voice cracking slightly.
Porchay sniffled, looking up at the man who still avoided his eyes.
"Don't do what Kim? Do you feel guilty?!" The younger boy slowly stood up, sobbing.
Kimhan sighed, looking up at the cloud filled sky, trying to fight away the tears that were threatening to escape.
"Of course I do" he stated. Porchay's sobs got louder and louder. It was uncontrollable.
"Then why do you keep fucking with my head" He whimpered, Kim could no longer avoid the tears that were now slowly falling down his cheeks.
Kimhan inhaled, trying his best to not look at Porchay.
"One day you will thank me, I promise you" He said, starting to walk away. But he was stopped.
He looked down, noticing two arms holding his waist. They were keeping him still, in his place.
Before he could process it, Kim was uncontrollably crying like Porchay.
"Let go Chay" Though the other shook his head, only holding the older male tighter.
No matter how hard Kim tried to pull the arms away, he couldn't.
Porchay refused to let Kimhan walk away again. He couldn't.
"Why can't you just stay Kim?" The younger snuggled his head onto Kim's back. His tear's wetting the other male's shirt.
"All it will do is hurt you more" Porchay sniffled.
"What is 'it'?" He cried, holding onto Kim.
"Me, Porchay. It is me."
Chay inhaled before letting go of Kimhan.
"If you want to go, then be my guest. But I will never give you a last chance" Porchay groaned, wiping his tears as Kim exhaled, turning to him.
"That's okay. I'm okay with that" Kimhan sadly smiled, he was okay with anything as long as Porchay turned out happy.
Porchay nodded, avoiding Kim's eyes.
"Then go. Please go before I change my mind." Kim hummed, turning his back
And at that moment, Porchay has never felt so lost and alone.
He had just lost a part of himself. His heart.
"How could you?" Porchay whispered to himself.
"How could you..?"
