✧Porchay decides the next universe, will be Kimchay's universe✧
Kim walked towards the baker, smiling at his discovery.
"Porchay, in every universe and every timeline, I'd always choose you."
Porchay's eyes glowed. Trying his best to avoid his tears, he looked away from Kim.
"Then why didn't you choose me in the last one?" Kim was taken aback. He was is disbelief. How could have Porchay remembered?
"I did choose you."
Porchay sniffled, turning back to Kim as he put the cupcakes on the shelf.
"You never showed me that you did. Maybe you did in your thoughts, but you never treated me like you chose me." He explained. Kim couldn't work out whether Porchay was anrgy, or sad. Or maybe both.
"Would you like me to prove it to you?"
"What would you even prove to me Kimhan?" Porchay muttered, turning his back, continuing to work as Kim huffed, moving his chair so he was still facing the other.
"I dont know! But I'll try for you!" Kimhan stopped, noticing that his love was crying.
"Whats wrong my love? Why are you upset?" He arose from his chair, dashing towards the younger boy who made sure to keep his distance from the alien.
"Why am I upset? Kim you want to know why I am upset?"
"Please." Kim nodded.
"Kimhan you are trying so incredibly hard to love me. So much that it feel like you are trying to prove to yourself you do." Porchay leant against the counter.
"Why is that a bad thing?" Kimhan asked, confused.
"It isnt. But Kim..why do you need to convince yourself?"
Kim's eyes went wide, he glanced to Porchay, and then back to the floor.
Why did he need to?
"What do you want me to do Chay? Stop showing you love? I dont understand.." Kim went slightly teary eyed. Was he about to loose Porchay again?
"Of course not. But I don't think I want to be with you if you are so unsure about..us" Porchay was visibly almost crying. Tears had wet his apron and his hands were shaking.
"But..I'm doing all of this for us Porchay! I'm not unsure!" Kim panicked. He cant lose Chay again. No, not again.
"Please Kimhan. Lets just end this here." Porchay turned his back to Kim again, wiping down the sides with a cloth.
"No. No Porchay! As much as you must hate this, we are still together! We need to fix this!" Kim anxiously laughed. He had to fix this.
"I do not hate you, I just hate how this...relationship..makes me feel."
"Okay, then lets start from there." Kim smiled.
"No Kim, lets end from there." Kim's smile quickly faded. His face went pale, and he felt tears slowly leave his eyes.
"Wait..We're done? It's over?" His body shaked. He's lost him. He has lost him again.
"Kim we are obviously just not made for each other." The baker sighed.
"No one is made for one another." Kim stated, wiping his tears with a tissue in his suit pocket.
Porchay turned to the suited man, tears visibly running down his face. Old tears already staining his red cheeks.
"You can believe that, but it wont change, nor fix this."
Kim, for the first time in this body, felt pain. Pure pain.
"It takes time."
"I've given it enough time!" Porchay yelled, throwing the dirty clothes on the floor. Kim closed his eyes, looking down at the floor.
"Don't leave yet." Kim murmured.
"You'll leave eventually Kim. You always have." Porchay sounded disappointed.
"Then let me stay, just for a little longer"
Porchay looked up at the alien, his hand on the older man's cheek.
"There is so point. I don't want to waste anymore time." Porchay wiped his own tears, a pitiful smile on his face.
"If that's what you want." Kim smiled, sniffing.
He started to walk away.
"P'kim!"
He turned around.
"If you really believe you will choose me in every universe, I'll see you in the next one. Okay?"
He smiled at the baker, nodding.
"In the next universe, Chay."
