𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚𝐧 𝐈𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐧 || 𝐀𝐮𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐁𝐮𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐫

07 - snake eyes

18+ ONLY

Let's cause a little trouble

Oh, you make me feel so weak

I bet you kiss your knuckles

Right before they touch my cheek

But I've got my mind, made up this time

'Cause there's a menace in my bed

Can you see his silhouette?

-Trouble // Halsey-

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When you woke the next morning, the bed was empty. At first it took you by surprise, then a pit formed in your stomach. It was naïve of you to think that your drunken adventures with a rare Austin would change anything, foolish to think that version of him would stick around in the sober daylight. You wanted so badly to believe that wasn't the truth, but you knew it was.

It dawned on you, why did that pit even form? This was the shithead that tormented you at work, treated you like shit and called you insufferable. In what twisted reality should you be sad that the illusion of a decent human fueled by alcohol didn't stay for breakfast. At what point did you decide you wanted that version of him to stay? That's not really what you want, was it? Of course not.

You brought your palms and pressed them into your eyes in a feeble attempt to clear out the thoughts swirling in your head. In a swift fling of the thick bedding, you unglued yourself from the bed, shuffling over to the window to check on the snow status. Thick snow still coated every surface, but it wasn't nearly as bad as before, which meant that you'd probably be freed from this prison in the next day or two.

"Thank fucking god." You mumbled to yourself, instinctively tucking your arms into your sides when you felt a chill. It was only then that you realized that you were still wearing his clothes. For whatever reason, you did a quick scan of the room as if someone would see you pulling up the collar of the hoodie taking an inhale. It smelled like him mingled with his cologne, a woodsy musk. You mentally scolded yourself when the tinge of longing filled your chest. Why the fuck would you miss him?

Then the memory of you sitting with him on the kitchen floor flashed across your mind pulling a giddy grin across your lips. "Fucking stop it." Smacking your palm into your forehead. You shook your head trying to shake out whatever fucked up disease had taken over your mind, that was the only explanation for what you were feeling. The best way you could think of trying to remedy this ailment of yours was to take a long, hot shower. Maybe it'd wash it all away.

Once in the bathroom you let out a groan when you noticed all the towels were used and thrown about. "Fucking men."

You headed down to the lobby and got the attention of a clerk. "Hi sorry to bother you but could I possibly get some more towels?"

"Sure of course! It's no bother sweetie." The middle-aged attendant sweetly smiled before heading into the back office.

She returned with a tower of fresh white towels. "There you go hon." Placing them on the granite counter in front of you, "Your boyfriend use 'em all?" She questioned in a joking tone.

You reflexively scoffed, "He's definitely not my boyfriend."

"Hm." She pressed her lips together as if she had more to say but didn't want to divulge.