I feel like people have betrayed me
People scold me for things I can't help
I can't help that my story is what it is
I can't help the things I've been through
Sometimes I just wish I could let go
Of everything that has happened to me
It seems impossible though
Everyone keeps reminding me
From yelling at me to scolding me
For just telling my story
I want everything to be okay
But it seems like that won't ever happen
I try to be strong and keep quiet
But I just get depressed when I don't talk about it
I want to be able to talk to anyone
Without having to worry about everything
People think I am to blame
For some of the things that have happened to me
I want to tell them that they are mistaken
But I don't want to be scolded again
I want to move out
To move away
from all the blame being placed on me
I want to start new
To get loved
To get cared for
But for now I am stuck
It hurts
To be betrayed by the people you call friends
But it seems to happen so much to me
I don't know what to do
I don't know how to act
I do know that I am not going to give up
Giving up isn't in my blood.
