The new year has come,
And gone.
New you?
Not new me.
I'm still depressed
I'm still anxious
To add on to that
My friend isn't answering
It's breaking my heart
But a broken heart
Isn't new for me.
I still have PTSD
I still have panic attacks
I wonder why
I'm still depressed
Is it my fault?
People tell me no
But i think it is.
I was looking forward to a new start
But where is the new start.
My friend still left me
But that hurts less
She smiles at me in school
And waves.
The new year has come
And gone.
