Do you sometimes wish to just write your story down and then dissapear? So that people can read how you really feel / felt?
Thats how i felt for a reaaaally long time. I just wanted to dissapear. Just to see what will happen if somebody found a book or a page on wich I wrote something about myself. So that they can see life from my perspective. Maybe i think about all of that, because I'm not really good with words, when ut comes to talking. But then again my question, why can i confess anything i want to a sheed of paper? Isn't that strange?
Maybe its because the paper won't judge me. In this world we always have to care about what people think. I mean, look at the school. If we're doing something that doesn't stand right with the teachers we could just get a bad mark. And al lot of people say "Ouh its just ONE bad mark!", No. It isn't. Just one bad mark can destroy your whole career. So they made rules. Rules and standarts. And these standarts are the ones who led to judging. And judging leds to insecurity and anxiety.
That's why I'm asking. What if i just wrote it down so that the people can see what shitty things they're doing to the world. Just because they can't accept vaerity.
(This is just my opinion about all of this, if you think otherwise i would like to know about your view! This book is ment for not only my opinion and vew, but also for yours.)
-Ruby :)
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RandomIn this book you can find random and stupid thoughts, ideas or things i think about. You can also find funny, stupid or deep storys of my life. I just want to let it al go...so i'll let it go here.