Okay, HEY! Welcome to a new chapter.
Today i wanna talk about a big problem, of not only me but a LOT of others. It's the stereotypicial "sizes". Either way you are to thin or your to fat. They'll always be someome who will judge you for how you are. Now I want share my opinion as someone who isn't the thinniest.
All my life I always felt really good in my body, but since i started puberty it seems like everyone just looks at my flaws. I had bad pimpels and broken Hair. That I got fixed. I changed it so it'll look better, also my hair should be healty again. But now I just don't like the feeling of me being overweight. I hate the feeling of seeing everybody wearing tight clothes, while i'm just able to wear all baggy, so i feel comfy.
But it's not like I've never done anything to change that, every afternoon I'm going on a Jog, I'm doing work outs and verything, I even put myself on a diet. If it's healty, I don't know. But I can see a change.
I just want to tell you something. It actually shouldn't be THIS important. It shouldn't be. Everyone should feel comfy in ther body. But you just can't, because of all the judging in the world. I'm a bad example for that. I want to change, so i can never be afraud of there looks again. But not also because of this, I want to change for MYSELF, so i can feel good again.
And at the end of the day, that's the important thing. You should only change yourself if YOU want to. Not if somebody wants you to.
Have a nice evening, Beautiful!
- Ruby :)
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(I came to write this chapter because of the song "Fat Funny Friend" I think i can identify with this song, maybe you want to listen to it: https://youtu.be/dD1hnhjxFDQ)
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RandomIn this book you can find random and stupid thoughts, ideas or things i think about. You can also find funny, stupid or deep storys of my life. I just want to let it al go...so i'll let it go here.
