NOOOO... NOO... NO I am not okay. I am not okay. I am not fine. I am NOT happy as i seem to be. I am not NOT CARING.
DON'T ASK ME WHY... when you were the reason for all this.
YOU were the reason i lost me.
YOU were the reason i lost my happiness.
YOU were the reason i lost my everything.
I AM FU...ING TIRED. I am tired of all this pretendence of you caring... you asking me if i am OKAY.
i am tired of answering lies. I AM TIRED OF LYING TO MYSELF THAT I AM OKAY.
I am tired of feeling guilty for the reasons you blamed me for things i did nothing wrong. I AM FU...ING DONE.
My tears didn't count anything for you... they were just drops of water flowing off a girl. Just a girl who for once wanted to choose for her own.
So i stopped it. showing my emotions... Cause they mean nothing to you.
my anger, my sadness, my happiness, my kindness... i curse you.... i curse you to never see my anger, my sadness or my happiness. And i shall never forget neither forgive you for this...
HOW DARE YOU ASKING ME SUCH THING?
