Fighting

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by Im_not_ok_1

by Im_not_ok_1

It had started off as a bad day.Sam and Dean were fighting and dean was taking his anger out on castiel."God your so fucking stupid castiel!" Dean yelled."what thefuck did I do to you!?" Cas screamed back."You had to come into my life that what you did! I never wanted you here! I never needed you either!" Dean yelled throwing down his beer bottle.Cas' heart stopped.Thoughts rushed through cas' head.

He never needed me.

He doesn't want me

I should have just left him alone.

Who would need me?

He doesn't love me.

He never did.

He never will.

"Goodbye dean." Castiel said."wait castiel." Dean whispered right before cas flew away."what dean!? You don't want me here so I'll just leave!" Cas yelled.He flew away.Never hearing what dean wanted to tell him.

What have I done?

Dean asked himself.He sat Alone on their bed.It smelled like castiel.Tears ran down his face."I love you cas." He said.Sam came into the room."hey dean...listen man I'm sorry." Sam said."its OK Sammy." Deans breathed hitched."what happened?" Sam asked."I-i told cas that I never needed him and that I never wanted him here and that he came into my life that's what he did too me." Dean whispered.His voice cracking with each whisper."Dean....you need to get him back.Why would you tell him that?" Samsaif.Anger bubbling up within him." I don't know sammy.But I can't live without him." Dean looked at sam.Sam got up and walked out of the room.

Cas...I need you.

I'm going to make a part 2 lol