Crying, sobbing, shedding tears, isn't it all the same? Numbness. No feelings. Sadness, maybe. Joy? No. Maybe a bit of happiness here and there but none worth a meaning.
Who am I? What am I doing? I love my friends, yet they don't seem to feel the same about me. Always hanging out without me. Yes I live an hour away and yes I have strict parents, but who's to say they can't ask? I always find out anyways.
Why am I always the first to text? Why do I feel like I'm the only one putting any effort into this relationship? Does he even love me anymore? I'm annoying, I know I am, but... it's me. It's my fault. I'm too clingy. I don't know when to shut up. I need to stop talking. Shut up shut up SHUT UP KARA.
Tears... turn to blood... turns to nothing. One life, taken. Gone forever.
